Thoughts

Sorry

I'm sorry I haven't been updating much.There's this constant black void hole in my chest everytime that I do not know how or why it is there in the first place.

Loneliness? Emptiness? Missing someone? I don't quite understand.I don't know.

But for real,I felt something is missing.Something or maybe,I give you a clue,someone that used to be here.At least he's there in my dreams.

Right now I skipped school of being sick.I woke up at 3 A.M yesterday feeling confused,don't know what to do.I tried to put myself to sleep again but my eyes won't close.I don't know if it's just me missing him but I think I heard footsteps from downstairs.At this point I don't even care anymore if it's real or just plain illusion of time.