(soft girl's voice) I know you are sad but i swear things will get better, please
(rap starts
always get told that, but it never gets better but worse!
i wann be alive just that everyday i feel like dying.
why cant i just be happy for once?
to feel loved and cared for?
but everyday i feel like a have a gun in my head, like the voice in my head has it while bothering me everyday.
Getting attacks every night and cry.
Just end my life for once!
(soft girls voice again) but im here for you always, y'know?
(rap again)
i know you are but i just feel so bad and like i have no control but the voice in my head is the king in my mind that hunts me every night, asking me why can't i just die?
pfft im already in hell, i hate myself
if the voice is my own mind then maybe its just me telling myelf that.
Every night the pain in my heart
i just can't do this every time
I just wanna feel alive!
why can't you just end my life?
OOF
i know y'all been trying to help and all
but i just can't take it anymore,
the reaper is coming for me
a smile he gives me
and i smile back.
Death is coming near
i can hear his howls in my ear
thunding and rumbuling
i laugh at that.
Yes i'm going insane
my mind gone in dark times
and i just want to die!
OoF
