•The Invite•

°Im Supposed to apologise?°

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Sunday
10:00
    September 19.
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°No ones P.O.V°
No one knew where John was, they eventually gave up, no one would talk to Evan, they kept calling John but he never responded, in fact, it'd go straight to voice mail, until Lui finally got him to answer "JOHN, HOLY SHIT ARE Y-....Oh...really?...John I'm sure he di-DONT YOU DARE FUCKING SAY THAT...John where are you...yes i am.. I'll rent a hotel.. but you need come back and well... apologize." Lui said, No one could hear the conversation they were having but they could tell John was beyond pissed by what Lui said, so mad that he hung up and blocked Lui and the rest of the team, they all had no idea what to do, Tyler sighed he then hugged onto the couch pillow... "there's no use, we've lost him...he's so mentally unstable with his anxiety, there's no telling what he may do to others or himself...knowing John...we're probably gonna have to say bye pretty soon.." Lui said, David looked at Lui "w-what do ye' mean?" He asked, Lui stared tearing up " it maybe the end of H20Delirious...."he said, "I'm sorry..."Evan said , Lui growled "SHUT UP Y-you b-" he said and started to sob, David then hugged Lui, "shh, it okay~" David said soothing Lui, Lui fell asleep in David's arms, Evan looked at the door, he felt warm liquids fall from his eyes, his mind then replayed the whole thing and every word he said to John, truth be told, he had a small crush on the small boy, he just didn't know what to do with the information, he felt like his body was lying to him, so he decided to cover up the attraction with girlfriends and games, he felt so bad for saying such hurtful words to the small boy....

Evan then got up and wiped his eyes "Big boys don't cry!" He said, he then walked out the door he was gonna find John no matter what it took and he was going to apologize for what he said and everything would go back to normal, John didn't deserve what he did and Evan knew that, so he was gonna make it his job to go search for the boy until he found him, he wasn't just doing this for himself, he was doing this for the team, he had no idea why he said those hurtful things to a John, he wasn't any of those things, in fact everyone begged for him to join the team, he helped our team so much and this how they repay John, no, Evan is going to find him and make sure this is gonna be the best time he'll ever have and before John goes back, Evan is gonna make sure The small boy is his and no one else's, this is a life or death situation, he made the team who it is, there's no way we can just let such a important member of the team leave just because a small cat fight, "I will find him, even if I'm on my death bed!" Evan said determination running through his body

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*somewhere*

John was sitting in a cardboard box, he knew running away and blocking everyone wouldn't solve anything but he also knew, he wasn't the one that needed to apologize, if anything Evan was the one that needed to apologize, Telling him all those hurtful things, when really John was just telling him that it was not his place to tell someone else not to touch him, it's not like they're dating or anything, Evan doesn't even like him so why is he getting so overprotective over him, John's mind raced between thoughts and what may or may not be correct And of all his friends or "friends" had been lying to him telling him that he was a part of the team and that everybod respected him, maybe this is all a lie, maybe the good life he wanted to have wasn't really what it turned out to be, maybe John was better off blocking all of them and just staying by himself like he did back then, but at least back then you had Lui now he doesn't have anybody, he felt an overwhelming loneliness as he sat there on the concrete, with the cold wind slapping against his face, still he wondered if he didn't have a big fight with Evan but everything still be okay, would he not have run away, would he have enjoyed his stay at Evans house with the Group or was this what destiny wanted, Did destiny want John to be alone forever, was this the only way everybody else would be happy is if John just left everybody alone, maybe this was what destiny was saying, maybe there was no other way except for this way, he felt scared as he did not know what was to come, was he going to have to stay outside for the rest of Miserable life, at this time he really wish I never met the team, none of this would've happened if they hadn't of meds, he felt worse than ever before, his family never loved him so why should the group, people never liked him so why would the group, it's true that the group itself was not a normal group in fact it was more so a group of misfits, even so John was the most... Unnormal, he felt out of place, the only friend he really ever had was Lui now he was gone too, he wishes he could take it all back, but yet again he cannot.

The concrete so cold, the wind picked up and he could since there was a storm about to be there,he liked the storms when He was inside he wouldn't get wet, but now it is different he is outside and he will most certainly get wet and also probably catch a cold and was no medicine or anything for him to recover his body will soon give out, he's felt a sensation he's never felt before, even though he has been so down and everything hasn't been going well he still felt hopeful but now he just felt like everything he's ever worked up and ever wanted is just ally, he was filled with doubt, unlike anything he was really hurt, this was his fault, all his fault, if he had just kept his mouth shut and minded, maybe none of this would've happened maybe he would've still been in Evans house and in the bed that Evan had made and picked out and all the clothes that he picked out as well... but no, he had to ruin it with his selfishness..

" i'm alone." John said

" i've always been alone." John Mumbled

"I guess I just didn't notice, even though I've been surrounded by people, none of them really liked me, everything has just been a big lie, going on the trip is worse than I could ever happened to me, meeting Evan and the rest of the group is the worst thing ever happened to me, why did I think you're such a good idea to come, I knew that just because I'd come something bad would happen, and it did, I ruined everything, I always ruin everything, Evan was right..." John said feeling sorrowful

"I am just mistake" John said

Rain started pouring down from the sky, John got up from his cardboard box, he walked to the street as he watched his cars drove by, The "pitter patter" of rain hitting concrete and the cars as they pass by making a metal "tink" sound, he knew that if you want to do, he could just call somebody and tell them to come get them, but in all honesty it was too late now,he had already blocked all of them, there was no hope left, he was alone, he now realizes that nobody really cared, I mean was anybody even looking for him, probably not, he walked across the street, he stepped in puddles as I splashed against his jeans and made a wet stain at the bottom of his jeans, he then started running, this created more spots on his jeans that were now wet.

He bumped into someone, he fell backwards splashing in a big puddle and getting his clothes wet, he then looked up....

"Oh."

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I'm sorry it
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