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The breeze flew gently pass her hair The gaze in her eyes revealing despair Her orbs reflecting the playground full of children playing together With them she longed to but she could not gather
Her hair the fault, her smile, her speech Her skin, her blood, everywhere her mind could reach. To them all, she was unwanted, scum, trash , ugly, parasite, words that with sadness made her soul get haunted.
Like the breeze she left years pass her by, Alone at a corner she remained, a bird in a cage that could not fly Closed within her, she tried to hide
Cause she was ugly, her speech, her smile, her clothes, her thoughts.. Her flaws tying on the road of her life knots The voices that pointed them out no longer there But they were inside her, creating for her a new despair.
One from whom she couldn't run, she couldn't hide, cutting ties wouldn't suffice. Caught she was in a maze of ice. Cause their thoughts had now became her own. She had ended up taking her bully home. At every moment of her life, with people or alone, at day or night. The smallest of actions the smallest of thoughts, the tiniest mistake, could cut her throat. Could make her bleed, could make her scatter, could make her dive in thoughts that she does not matter.
Unfriendly thoughts, sharp knives running in her mind, she bleed and cried but she survived.
She held on to for many seasons, harsh unfriendly and heartbreaking treasons
But the biggest pain came from within, a battle with herself she had yet to win
How many more years had to pass by? For her to erase what in her ,others had implanted?
What more did she had to do ? For her happiness to be granted ?
For a day to come that she would see, that her smile, her face, her speech, her skin,
her blood , her thoughts, her words, her soul within
Were never something for anyone to judge, were never in anyone's hand to be valued a certain way. No matter what she or others say. No matter how much more time would go away.
Till she realizes what she got, her weight all in gold, a million praises send from God, a smile of acceptance that will break the knot
To happiness will take her that she forgot, when she looks at herself without a thought
impacted by others that do not see, by others that do not know, seeing through the eyes that doesn't belong to her, had been her only flaw.
Till that day comes that she stops within her dying, to her mirror she will be lying
To everyone that loves her and wants to see her happy,
wait for her till she wishes the same for herself, hoping that you will be lucky
And when she claims her soul to have become dirty, torn and destroyed, a sight for anyone to pity
Remind her that no matter how much you break a piece of gold , no matter in how many pieces it explodes into, no matter in what amount of dirt and ugliness it lays among Its worth never vanishes, Gold remains Gold.
