The second your lips crashed into mine made me wish I hadn't put my lip against so many others, made me wish the things I've done I hadn't that you'd be the first real kiss.
But that kiss sealed our fates for each of us. There was no escaping the intense feelings that came soon and suddenly afterward. The saying "Love at first sight" wasn't quite right. I fell for you the moment you stood waiting on the corner like I had a week earlier that night that you just happened to be in town. That oh, so cold night, that I felt as if you stood me up. If only yI knew that nervous, pacing, boy would shatter my heart so much that I couldn't love another and couldn't stop this never ending feeling some call love. Only at age 16, heart snared in a happy trap that soon turned bad. You are my weakness. You are my toxin that makes me fall even harder; if that is even possible to fathom,
That first kiss, that shatterd all of the rest, that changed me forever. That showed me that you liked maybe even loved me in that instance, but it showed me that you felt the same way as I did about you. That destroyed all my doubts about Maria. That I was the girl.
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These Pages Among the Dead
PoetryThese pages contain my most deepest thoughts, doubts, fears that are ever growing never stopping, and filled with pain, and bitter sweet melancholy. Continue if you wish. Enjoy(:
