Underneath it all

Rules.

Kylo was still stood, his back to the huts door, when he heard it close softly. He spun on his heel and found Rey stood with her back against the door, watching him intently. "Do you want any guidance?" She asked quietly. Kylo almost laughed, how had this happened, this change of roles. He swallowed his thoughts and shook his head, "I will just need to see the Jedi rules. I can't recall them all". Rey nodded, "Just wait, I'll be back".

When Rey returned she was clutching one of the Jedi texts under her arm and she came and joined Kylo where he was sat on the bed.  She opened the dusty book at a marked page and turned it so that Kylo could read it.

The Jedi Code
Do not give in to feelings of anger toward others
Do not form romantic attachments
Do not give into desire
Do not kill unarmed opponents
Do not seek revenge
There is no emotion, there is peace.
There is no ignorance, there is knowledge.
There is no passion, there is serenity.
There is no chaos, there is harmony.
There is no death, there is the Force.

Kylo considered the words and when he raised his eyes he found Rey looking at him with an emotion that he couldn't read.  She closed the book and set it down on the floor near her feet and then she slowly moved closer to Kylo, never once moving her eyes from his.   Kylo shifted slightly, unsure of her intentions.  Soon their thighs were touching.  A jolt like electricity went through Kylos body at the contact and he swallowed hard, Rey doing the same.  She turned her body to him and slowly lifted a hand to brush stray hairs from his eyes, her fingers dragging into his hair, causing a rush of desire through his body.  The Jedi words that he had just read came into his head.  Don't give into desire.  Didn't Rey just read that too? If so, what was she doing to him?  He moved back slightly, his eyes on her.  Her hand dropped down onto his leg and this time he was unable to hide the shudder it created through his body.  Rey's eyes lifted to his as she felt his reaction and for a moment she allowed her hand to travel further up his thigh, drawing a sharp intake of breath from him.  He felt himself stiffen.  He knew that he should make her stop but right now his desire and need took over everything.  Rey hesitated before moving in to push her lips to Kylos.  This time the kiss became more intense.  Remembering his kisses with Yazmina Kylo tentatively pushed his tongue against Rey's lips.  He felt her lips part and his tongue pushed into her mouth, his breathing quickening at the change of pace, only spurned on by the low moan that left Rey's mouth. Their tongues danced with each other's and Rey's hands flexed and gripped at his thighs, his own hands rising to hold her face.

Finally they pulled apart, both breathing heavily, their eyes running over each other's face, their mouths slightly open. Kylo watched Rey as a shaky hand rose to push hair from her face, her tounge shooting out to lick at her lips. For a moment neither spoke, their breathing noisy in the small room. "I will help you Ben. Whatever you need, I will help you" Rey whispered, her voice shaking. "I know" Kylo said softly, hesitantly reaching out for her hand. Rey's eyes dropped down and she allowed him to hold her hand. His gloved fingers wrapping tightly around hers, her thumb pushing out to stroke the back of his hand. For a moment they sat like that and then Rey leant forwards, picking the book up again and opening it, her eyes scanning over the Jedi code. Kylo watched Reys eyes move over the text, his eyes falling to her lips again, remembering how they felt on his, a hot rush running through his body. Rey's face coloured and he knew that she realised that they had just broken one of the rules. She glanced at him, her own eyes falling to his lips. "I, I won't do that again. I'm sorry". Kylo felt a smile tugging at his lips. He didn't smile though, that was giving away too much. He already knew that he had shown her the other side of him, the one he had tried so hard to hide away, to kill. Rey stood then, straightening her tunic, "I'll go now. Can I visit you tomorrow?". Kylo nodded once and rose to his feet. Rey gazed up at him, her eyes on his lips.  For a moment he thought she was going to kiss him again but then she remembered herself and turned away, opening the door and disappearing outside.

Kylo looked around the small hut and sighed, this was going to be much harder than he'd even imagined.