Your POV
Hi.
My name is (Y/N) (L/N), and I am the newest Vocaloid. I have (Hair length) (Hair color) hair, and (Eye color) eyes. I try to wear (Favorite dark color), because I was told that I look horrible in bright colors.
And yes, I do care what people think.
I was never taught how to control my emotions properly. My mother had always screamed at me for my grades in school even though they were A's, or the occasional B's. She nagged at me about the way I looked. But I tried to tell myself it was okay, but it really wasn't.
I had always loved singing, but my mother hates my singing because she can't hear her stupid shows. So, whenever i'm home alone, I sing.
Specifically, songs sang by Len Kagamine. He's my favorite singer/Vocaloid, and sometimes his music helps me forget the voices in my head..
Oh, right!
I am a part-time cutter/knife collector! I like cutting myself (Ik it's not a good thing) but it also helps get rid of the voices sometimes, but only as a last resort.
But one day, my whole life changed.
I was singing 'Suicide Song' in Japanese, when I heard a tap at my window. I walked over to my window, and opened my (favorite dark color) curtains.
"AAH, WTF-" I screamed, because Kagamine freaking Rin was outside my window!! "Don't be scared! I'm not here to hurt you!" she said. Rin then pointed to the window opening, so I opened it. "Uhh, hi?" I said. "(Y/N), right?" Rin said. "Yeah." Rin then handed me a paper titled 'VOCALOID Registration' "Oh my god, really?!" I said. "Yeah! Your voice is the best out of everyone iv'e stalked!" she smiled. "Okaaaaayyyyy-" I started, but Rin interrupted me. "You hate your mom, right? Then come with us! The Vocaloid mansion had room for one more, so I asked Master if I could recruit another person and he said yes, but you don't have to." I thought for a minute, and then said "Yeah, sure! My mom can suck a d*ck!!" "THAT'S THE SPIRIT!" Rin yelled. I heard my mother unlock the front door, so that meant Rin had to leave. "Oh, looks like I gotta go! See ya at the mansion, (Y/N)!"
"See ya, Rin!" I said as she climbed out the window.
11:00 PM
I had packed my things and was ready to go to the Vocaloid mansion. I needed to leave late at night as per Rin's request. Plus, my mother was going to KILL me if I went to live somewhere else!
I grabbed my stuff and climbed out my window, up the chain fence behind our house, and went through the woods. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and turned on the flashlight. "It's hella dark out here." I said to myself.
At least that's what I thought.
"So your (Y/N)?"
I stopped dead in my tracks. I knew who that was! It was Kagamine Len!!
"Uhhh, yeah?" I said.
Len stepped out of the shadows. "Ah, don't be afraid! It is I, Len Kagamine!" He did a weird pose, and I laughed. I haven't laughed like that in a long time, as in a genuine laugh. "W-well, I kinda knew that? Not-not in a creepy way, I just-" I stuttered, but was interrupted by Len.
Wow, the twins really like interrupting people.
"I know what you mean. Heyyyyyy, is that a PSP in your pocket?" Len said. "Hell yeah!" I said, and took it out. I switched it on, waited for it to load, and Project Diva 2nd started up. "Oooh, you play Project Diva??" Len said, acting like a fanboi. I giggled, and replied yes.
I am a master at Project Diva. I've beaten Hisokee before, he's not that hard to beat.
Anyway, me and Len were walking through the forest talking about Project Diva Future Tone, and I started feeling a little weird. Len must have noticed this, because he said "(Y/N), you ok?" He had looked really worried. Nobody's ever felt worried for me in a long time. "Ughhhh... My head hur-"
And then it went black.
Len's POV
She passed out and then I started freaking out. "Hoooooly sh*t! Holy sh*t!!
I noticed her sleeve parts around her wrist were a slight crimson, so I rolled up her (favorite dark color) hoodie to reveal dozens upon dozens of cuts.
Oh god..
Why does she feel the need to cut?
I picked her up and ran, because I knew she was loosing blood. I can't let her die, I mean, we prepared her room and everything!
In the middle of the woods, Rin was walking to us, but when she saw (Y/N), she gasped and ran to us instead. "What happened??" "I-I dunno, she just passed out!" I said, and hid her wrists because I knew she wouldn't stop asking questions if she knew. "We need to get her to the mansion.. Quick." Rin said.
(Timeskip to the mansion bc i'm lazy and i've spent too much time on this chapter)
I put (Y/N) on her bed in her room. I grabbed a first aid kit from the bathroom but made sure nobody saw me.
I grabbed the bandages and rolled up her sleeves, then started bandaging her wrists.
I hope she's okay..
(The next day when (Y/N) woke up)
(Y/N)'s POV
I woke up, in an extremely comfortable bed.
I must be in the mansion..
I felt something move next to me.
Ohhhhh god.. Was I high??
I then felt hands around my waist.
OH GOD.
I tried to get up, but I heard a "(Y/N)-Chan, don't leave..."
That was Len...
HOLY SH*T!!
My eyes shot open, and I turned my head to my left to reveal a very adorable Len. His hair was messed up and everything. "Uhhhhh.." I said and then his eyes shot open and then his face was red. "OH MY GOD I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO I JUST-" He stuttered. "It's okay. Oh my god your hair is messed up-" I said. "It is?!" He got up, let go of me, and then went over to a massive mirror and tried to fix his hair.
I laughed. "IT'S NOT FUNNY!" He said with the reddest face.
"Silence!" Len said.
"Bitch, didn't you and Rin bring me here? To become a VOCALOID?"
We both burst out laughing. Kaito burst through the door and screamed "SHUT UP, IT'S 4 IN THE MORNING!! Oh hi (Y/N)." "Gomenasai!" Len said. Kaito left.
Me and Len just started watching dumb memes in my phone.
(Timeskip 2 years later)
Hi. My name is (Y/N) (L/N) and I am officially suicidal.
(EDIT: Are you guys okay?? Like seriously, are y'all doing okay?? Need a hug??)
Why?
The fans don't like me,
Flashback - (Y/N)'s POV
