pretty boy knew how to write

Missing them?

1.

It's winter again,
Warm hugs are coming my way
Only to haunt me with cold truth,
What good it is to be sad and cold
At the same time,
To see everyone growing up,
And getting busy with their schedules.

I thought of all the people that were with me at this particular time last year,
Ah it would've been fun again,
Only if they knew I was wondering about them.
Past can be lived again
I thought as I sipped coffee alone.

Time freezes when you just watch and listen,
Everyone is walking,
With friends,
Some alone,
Some with kids and wife,
And some with pets.

I turn down and put back my earphones,
With a full blast of my any song.

So many sad eyes on a cold night,
Which I probably don't want to keep staring at.

2.

He called me,
For the last time.
Mom won't allow me for this to,
Let's go nothing will happen.
I don't know how to do this to,
I'll teach you that.
We grew up.
The smile which felt like home
Now didn't even move.
The eyes which once knew everything,
Now didn't even respond.
Who said silence is louder than words?
The only thing we wanted
Was words from his mouth,
Loud enough so that the heaven would cry.

We had so much to see,
And to do.

Now my body shivers
Whenever the word uncertain,
passes my ears.
Maybe that's how it's supposed to be.
Maybe the last thing I told you,
"See you tomorrow," was left unsaid.
Maybe I didn't say it loud enough.

But before I even say anything else
You Left.

3.

My eyes wandered at the place
Where we used to meet,
I played the song
We used to sing together
I took two cigarette out of my
Pocket,
Thinking you might come
And we might talk again,
But hours passed and
My eyes dropped down,
The song stopped,
And the cigarette got crushed
In my hand.

I think it's the end to everything,
Finally the question
Ended with a "."
Sometimes some questions
Are better left unsaid!

4.