You and Me

Chapter Twelve

Lucas didn't say anything to me he just stood up and we walked back to everyone in silence, I felt so awkward.

Maybe he was just thinking? Maybe

For the rest of the activity he acted like nothing had happened, well he just didn't look in my direction or if he did he tried hard not to actually look directly at me

I had just ruined everything?

I told him I was going to sit out and because he had been trying to not talk to me he didn't question it and just talked to everyone else

I really wanted this day to be over even though it's okay just begun

"Okay guys we're going to have a break you can all get some food or relax in your cabins and meet me back here in about 40 minutes." Thank god I couldn't sit here any longer

Riley came up to me with Farkle "Want to get food?" I shook my head

"I'm just going to go back, I'll see you later" I softly smiled and she smiled back at me

"Okay Peaches we will come to the cabin soon" they walked off together to the food hall

Now it was just me and Lucas

"See ya Friar" I shouted over my shoulder as I was walking away, there was no reason for me to stay here with him if he wasn't going to talk with me

"Hey Hart." He shouted and I immediately stopped and turned around

He walked up a little closer "I'm, uh - I'm sorry" my face dropped but I quickly forced a small smile and pushed past it

"Don't worry about it Ranger Rick... Friends?" The worried look came off his face and he matched my slight smile with his own

"Definitely" Ugh don't be so eager!

"I guess I'll see you in an hour" he nodded in response and I started walking away

"Wait, no forty minutes Hart" he said as I was walking further away

"An hour Friar." I shouted back keeping my eyes forward

As I got to my cabin I was both happy and sad, happy because things were okay with us and back to normal but sad because I do like Lucas he is so sweet and he's so caring but he doesn't see me the same

When I got inside my cabin and shut the door I heard the floors creak behind me, I held my keys tightly in my hand and turned around

"How the fuck did you get in here" my voice was filled with disgust and hatred

I clutched onto my keys even tighter, not that they would cause much damage

Now I'm looking at him up close he looks different there's something about him, he seems like he's on the verge of breaking he looks scared but he quickly covered up what looked like fear with an angry expression

"That isn't the question you really want answered is it?" He stepped closer to me I backed up and I was now against the door which wasn't very good

"What are you doing here Jay?" I never wanted to see him again in my life but here he was, he was back.

Will I ever be able to get away from him. From my past?