I have depression
I have anxiety
I have a lot of stupid shit going on
it really sucks being me, and as much when people say they love they few people who have a few problems with me always gets me the most and it sucks. You know i think a lot of people think i have it good. no i don't. I actually want to disappear and i hate feeling like this. i mean like why can't i ever do anything right:/ even my own parents don't ask if going okay after several attempts of suicide...i just want someone who i can talk to and who actually loves me....do you ever think "i wonder if i'm in a coma and all of this is fake" i think that all the time:/ i may or may not quit wattpad just cause of all the drama on here but i want to stay cause they're are actually some decent people on here that i love, which is crazy cause even my own family isn't as decent as some on here
ha
oh well maybe i should just give up on everything:3
or maybe i'll just keep to myself and not give in to everybody so easy and get attached so easy, which also freaking sucks I GET ATTACHED TO FREAKING EASY LIEK AIDUJANDAJ
WHY
IS
MY
LIFE
LIKE
A
FREAKING
ROTTING
TACO
FROM
SAME
ABN
CAT
MIGHT
AS
WELL
THROW
ME
OUT
A
WINDOW
AND
WAIT
FOR
A
HOMELESS
MAN
TO
PICK
ME
UP
AND
ASK
IS
THIS
TACO
ROTTEN
pffft idk anymore
ugh
let
me
die
already
AND I SWEAR IF SOMEONE TELLS ME "GOD HAS A PLAN FOR YOU AND THINGS WILL GET BETTER" i will shove a banana down your ear :3 i've heard that so much when the frick is it gonna happen
