Weird things happen when I am calmer than usual.
Normally I'm a hyperactive person, but when I feel, well, numb...
I rant on a lot more about light and dark and balance it's...strange. And it's only happens at Night, and after I cry...so apparently emotionlessness makes me...calmer and more understanding of my surroundings? Like...I even laugh softly and make weird rhymes and stuff and like...weird forbidden shit like that, but I am unsure. It could be just me, but yet, the world becomes lighter...and yet...normal...
Why am I like this...? Why am I born here? ...Is there something I should be aware of?
If you know of this, please speak to me...
