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Y/N's POV:

Y/N: you didn't t-tell me about this..?
DAD: look Y/N Im sorry, she won't let me do it please believe me!
Y/N: WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER, I COULD SAVED HER LIVE WHY DID ALL THIS HAPPENED TO ME!?

I shout and cry as loud as I can, I run to my room packing my clothes and stuffs, my dad stop me but I push him away mad and sad, he quickly hold my both hands and shake my shoulder asking me to calm down

Y/N: why..? I need my mom!
DAD: ssuh Im here okay?
Y/N: why did you do all this..?
DAD: Somi already apologize to you isn't..?
Y/N: so you guys already know about this..? why don't you guys tell me earlier..you know how she mean to me isn't..? why? what did I do at the first place..? I did nothing! it just you! you're the one who start it first!

I get up quickly and take my bag and jacket, my dad grab my wrist but I pull it away quickly, I run as fast as I could and my dad yell my name but I keep on running ignoring him, I have no way to go and I don't where should I go

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Y/N: thank you so much..

I thanked the the old lady after she placed the kimbap and soju on my table, I eat my dinner and ask for more soju

After an hour, I lay my head on the table with my swollen eyes, the old lady were cleaning up her stall and she look at me confused, she put down her handkerchief and walk to me, I hide my face but she saw it

AUNTIE: hey are you okay? were closing now
Y/N: yes Im okay, I'll go in minutes don't worry
AUNTIE: do you have a problem?
Y/N: not just a problem, I got so many more *sigh* I don't know I just feel like my life is completely broken apart also my heart I have no pave now
AUNTIE: where are your parents?
Y/N: I had a family, a happy family once in my life, we were enjoying our life with so much happiness and smiles until one day it fades away slowly, my sister named Eunbi months ago died, the doctor said it was because of her cancer but they also said she committed suicide but I can't trust and believe on of them either because I know she is still here with me, my mom passed away one day ago, she had alzheimer decease and lung decease, she didn't told me and I never knew about that, she was my everything, losing her wasn't easy for me to fight it back

I look down and look at my watch my watch, I look up and the lady were tearing up

AUNTIE: its enough lucky for you having a happy family once *smile*

She take my hand and rub it slowly

AUNTIE: you know, keeping your own secrets and feeling wasn't easy, it wasn't for me either, I understand how you feel and I've been going through the same thing back in high school, my both parents passed away and my siblings start doing illegal things but me I didn'do anything because I was too scared, too scared to face my future and my fault, I just do what I can to keep them safe and happy and it end up peacefully, they stop doing all those things and our life back to normal even though our parents is not there with us, now one of them are gone by our side, he passed away when he is in the military service, he got into a heat stroke and died