Keep up with me and my crush

Saturday 7th December 2019, 16:51

He's so fit it's mad. The first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning is him. My friends are saying how much better I can do but it's him. He's the only one I want. I don't want some random model, I want him. Just the way he says my name drives me mad. All my friends point out his flaws and all the bad things he does. I actually don't care though. Most of them I find cute. He is so sexy it drives me mad. My friends really be making fun of me for openly talking about how fit he is. I know he doesn't think about me the same. But it's I'm fine with that. Like honestly. I haven't cried over him as well. So like I know I don't love him. The mad thing is that I've only liked him since Monday. Something changed. He wasn't fit last Friday though. But he hasn't changed at all. I've just noticed him that's all. Is there something like psychological about this? I just want to know why I feel like this when I see him. This guy that I like, he's very different. He's definitely not popular and he is friends with all the 'weirdos'. Everyone makes fun of them and that's why my friends make fun of me for liking him. Don't get me wrong, I'm not popular. I just hang with all friendship groups. So I'm friends with almost everyone. In English he accidentally saw my bus card and I look really bad in it. He just looked at me and was like "sheridannnn" so me and my friend looked at each other and started dying of laughter. I was lowkey embarrassed but it was fine. He probably thinks I'm a weirdo though.

Any advice for me?

Also my british slang so if u don't know what I'm saying here's a small dictionary:
Fit=hot/good looking
Mad=crazy