I just want to run away
And leave this all behind
I can't take this anymore
No one's ever kind
This world is not my home
And I know I don't belong
Why was I put here?
What did I do wrong?
Why won't you let me leave?
You know I'm suffering
Yet you call yourself a friend
I'm just left here wondering
If you were really my friend
You'd want what's best for me
And that would be to leave here
To go somewhere I can be carefree
So do you really care?
Do you want me to be happy?
Because it doesn't seem like it
And you're trying to get me therapy
If you were really my friend
You'd do what's best for me
And that would be to leave me alone
Now wouldn't you agree?
I'd be so happy if I could just leave
And end this horrible life
But you won't let me, and why is that?
I already have the knife
It'd be so easy, quick, and simple
To stab myself right now
But I can't, you see, because you said no
And I made that stupid vow
I said I'd always listen to you
No matter what you say
For you're my voice of reason
And I never want you to go away
Because I love you and I need you
You've always known what to do
So why is this time different?
This situation is just so new
Everything you've said has been right
But this time it might be different
Because I really want to die
I feel so insignificant