There's something missing, how long am I to go without?
You said trust the universe and I calmed down.
You were there, we smiled, smoked, laughed, drew, watched t.v or you tattoo.
Wanted to tell you so many times that my home is you.
When you said you were leaving this town again, when I couldn't escape the lustful tension that wasn't between us.
I can't allow myself to speak up. So many sentences swallowed.
I may have cracked a little and cried in the middle. Always wishing I could follow.
Sometimes I feel that I could drown, but you said trust the universe and I calmed down.
Lillian Elaine
