depression fucked up my love life

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I picked up Julia
Juli: what you doin mama's
She reached her arms out so I brought my face closer and she kissed my head
Gio: awww
I smile at her and kissed her little lips
She smiled and giggled
Gio: that was cute
I put her down
Juli: ik I love her so much
Gio: me too she is our beautiful babygirl
Me and him kissed
Julia: papa
I pulled away from the kiss
Juli: baby what you say!?
Julia: papa
She pointed at gio
He picked her up
Gio: thats right mama's I'm your papa
He kissed her cheek and she smiled
Juli: Gio, shes only 5 months ur supposed to be 10 months when you say your first word
Gio: damn my mamas smart
She smiled and started bouncing up and down on gio's lap
He laughed kissed her head and then put her back down on the floor and she played with her toys
Gio: bebe you ok?
Juli: ....she has such a perfect dad who cares for her and loves her more than anything.
He smiled
Gio: damn this dad figure sounds pretty perfect. I bet his baby mama is gorgeous and cares jus as much as she does
I smile and he cupped my face with one hand

Flashback
Juli: BITCH HE GAVE ME A PROMISE RING!!!
Desi: LEMME SEE

Desi: bitch he's in love
Juli: he's not the only one...
Desi: BITCHHHHH
She hugged me
Desi: omg my baby found someone who cares for her. Maybe even a mini you
Juli: woah ion think he can deal with my crazy ass for that long

Flashback over

He pecked my lips
Juli: I'm so happy you can deal with me for 2 years
I look down at the promise ring
Gio: yeah it ain't easy
Juli: shut up
I lightly hit him and laughed
Gio: but I got the luckiest girl ever
I smiled at him
Someone texted me
I smile at my phone cuz it was Carlos and I miss him I haven't seen him in like 1 year
Gio: who u so happy to see
He looked jealous
Juli: oh its nobody

Carlos: I miss you
Juli: me too we haven't talked in a year
Carlos: yea. So hows my girl been?
Juli: good u?
Carlos: good but not without you around

I smiled again
Gio: *deeply sighs*
Juli: oh come on babe
I put my phone down
He rolled his eyes
Juli: giovanny look at me
He didn't
I cupped his face with one hand and made him look at me
Juli: stop it. You know how much I love you and I would never make u feel jealous
He made a pout face
Gio: beso
I pecked his lips
Juli: boy it was only Carlos
Gio: oh ok
Julia was dead asleep on the floor
Juli: your turn
Gio: uhhh fine
I smile and as he got up I smacked his ass
Gio: stop playing
I laughed and he picked me up and smacked my ass
Juli: ok ok im sorry
He smirked and put me down
I smacked his ass again
Gio: ight bet
I fucked up now.....