October 9
Seungmin -
There are so many things I want to say to you that I can't. Felix told me that you've been crying lately because you feel like I've been pushing you away. I'm sorry. They brought me back to the hospital because the treatment wasn't progressing as quickly as they wanted it to. They won't even let my mom see me.
They let me have a pen and paper because my therapist convinced them that it's beneficial for my well-being. I'm grateful, because it means I can still tell you all the things I'll never say to your face.
I love you. I hate being sick all the time, and I think whatever treatment they're doing combined with all the medications they have me taking is making me worse. I never had any issue breathing before (except for when you were around, because you take my breath away) sorry off topic I miss being around you. I never had any trouble with breathing and my chest never hurt before all of this. They said it means I'm getting better. So why won't they let anyone in my room?
Hyunjin
published dec 16
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