𝑳𝑰𝑴𝑬𝑹𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 | 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 / 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒂𝒍

𝐎3. 𝒉𝒐𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒅 ( 𝒊'𝒎 𝒈𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒅 ) + rant ?

first off , if the title offends you coz i put " hoes mad " i'm v sorry. i know lots of people that hate the term. it's not directed towards you or anything like that.

it's actually directed to my dad , three moms , and one other dad. 

i'm grounded B) and it's all my fault B)

( those are supposed to be emojis but i'm on my laptop and am too lazy to copy and past some shit emojis from the internet ) ^

so idk if i should really explain why i'm grounded coz i'm really embarrassed ab it , but let's just say i did a really bad. like , a really , really bad. 

( it was nothing sexual , jesus. fuck off karen )

i wasn't the only one grounded , sadly. three other people are grounded , too. i feel like i should be the only one to be grounded , since what happened was at my house , but the parents didn't think that way. 

one of the three people actually has a wattpad account , so have fun without all of those morning teas , coz you'll be missing them / her ( dw , i'll miss her too ). i doubt she'll want me to list her name so publicly. i think she's embarrassed too , but idk yet.

this is actually kind of turning into more of a rant so i'm going to continue. woops. 

about two , maybe three ? weeks ago , my parents told me that we're moving 3 hours away from the town i currently live in. we've moved around all my life , so this didn't really come as much of a shock to me as they were expecting. 

except , i really got my hopes up. i'm turning seventeen ( baksu :c ) january 2nd , so i kind of thought that maybe we finally found a town to settle in. of course , as always , i was wrong ( upside down smiley face emoji ) we're moving after my finals ( finals week is this week , so literally fuck me c: )

i really like it here. i mean it's a shit town and there's only like a movie theater , walmart , a buffalo wild wings , and a bowling alley , but i've made myself at home. i've made tons of new friends , and i really think that i couldn't ever live without them. now that my dad is tearing me away from all that , i almost kind of resent him. he's always done this to me. 

i'm just really upset about it. i'll get over it eventually though. 

anyways , i just thought i'd let y'all know where i am. i didn't die , so don't fret 

thanks for coming to my ted talk. 

love you. 

( usually right here i would insert my chenle " bye " reaction meme but i don't have that on my laptop , so just pretend it's here )