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Jonghyun - Can't believe it's been 2 years

Hi everyone

So this isn't a normal chap.

Today marks the 2 year anniversary of Jonghyun's death.

When he passed away I saw it trending. At this point I only knew a few SHINee songs.

I'm a multi as u can probs tell.

However, within the last year and a half (since SHINee put out their album last year) that I've been a Shawol. This gets difficult. I've now been here for both anniversaries.

I personally suffer from Depression and Anxiety. However, my depression isn't as serious as Hyunie's was so I'm not going to say that I understand when I don't. But what I do understand is the days when u feel like u have no one. That's when Kpop, Panic! At The Disco, George Michael and, surprisingly, Eminem came in and helped.

The reason I say surprisingly for Eminem is bc people think he's a twat and is homophobic. He isn't btw. His daughter Whitney is Bisexual as well as his brother Nather is Gay. And he actually really helped with his lyrics.

In case u didn't know. He commited suicide. It was suicide by carbon monoxide poisoning.

I'm still honestly so shocked it's been 2 years. It feels much longer.

It saddens me that SM as well as other Kpop agencies and companies r only trying to do something about mental health NOW. They r much too late.

Not only have we lost Jonghyun.

But in the last 3 months ALONE 3 Kpop idols have died. Not even gonna mention how many others from the beginning of 2019.

I'm so disgusted in SM especially bc we have lost numerous amazing caring talented idols to suicide. If they had of let their idols know they can talk to people or even made their idols talk to someone even once every month to talk about their struggles. None of this would've happened.

Thank Kim Jonghyun for lighting up peoples lives for over 10 years. Know that u still light up lives even now that ur in the clouds.

We love and miss u 😭😓💜❤