boyfriend ♡ kim doyoung

boyfriend ♡ twenty one

It was still early para matulog ako, pero nakakain naman na ako at lahat. I even finished showering and brushing my teeth. Nakasuot na nga rin ako ng sleepwear, pero hindi ako makatulog.

Umuulan rin, and I feel like may kulang sa araw ko kaya hindi ako makatulog. Iniisip ko rin si Doyoung, kaya naman I pouted.

Tawa tawa ka pa jan, sino yun, ha?

Bigla naman na nagvibrate yung phone ko kaya agad kong tinignan yun only to see that it was a chat from him.

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DOYOUNG KIM
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doyoung
kaede? galit ka ba?
uy, penguin? :(

doyoung
psstttt listen to me
please?

kaede
hehe, tingin mo? :>

doyoung
you're pissed.
please, kaede. let
me explain!

kaede
it's not like you really
like me that much para
maging ako lang, diba?

doyoung
diba sabi ko naman
sayo na ikaw yung
gusto ko? di ko rin
alam kailan nagstart
pero ikaw! let me
explain first!

doyoung
i'm out your door.

kaede
fuck?! huy, umuulan?!
bat nanjan ka?! wag
mo nga akong binibiro!

doyoung
totoo nga

doyoung
oy kaede please,
let me explain.
i'm freezing here.

kaede
shit. wait up.

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Nang malaman ko na nasa labas pala siya, agad na akong bumaba upang pagbuksan siya. I took a towel sa kwarto ko and then rushed downstairs para lang puntahan siya.

Umuulan nga, and pagkarating ko sa gate ay agad ko naman na binuksan yun. Doyoung was there, hugging himself while trembling. Basang basa siya, kaya naman ay nanlaki ang mga mata ko at saka agad na ibinalot sa kanya yung towel before taking him in.

"Kaede, let me-"

"Maligo ka muna! You're gonna get a cold or even have fever nyan, eh!" Sabi ko sa kanya, and then he blinked at me.

"Where's-"

"Upstairs."

I led him upstairs, and then pinapasok na siya sa banyo, telling him na nasa kwarto lang ako. Mag-isa lang ako sa bahay, eh. The maids are on vacation, and my parents are in Japan.

I breathed in and out, thinking about why Doyoung can freeze outside para lang mag-explain. As I stared at the ceiling, I started thinking about myself.

Simula nung araw na nireject ulit ako ni Yuta after a few years, I knew that I was done. I was done loving him. I can't really force myself on someone who doesn't even like me, right?

And then there came Doyoung. Unexpectedly, kahit na sinangkot ko pa siya sa pagmomove on ko nang di niya alam, he was there to help me and comfort me. Even before that, I knew na kahit kaunti ay may epekto na siya sa akin. Damn it, I fell in love with the guy without even realizing I was doing so.