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I have school today.
Everyone looks at me, why. Why do I have to look like this. Skinny, Anorexic, Skelly. Obviously god has favorites. Can't even walk around with people telling me to eat a steak or a burger.
Can't I be..
N O R M A L ?
No one wants to even go clothes shopping with me because I'm skinny and I dont feel comfortable either. It's hard. They all try not to stare but I can feel it. I feel them staring at me. I'm done with people asking me whats wrong so my goal this year is to put a smile on my face. Fake or not , I'm going to laugh at the jokes they tell me about my body and about me and be happy around my parents until I'm alone. It's going to be a great idea, and it'll work. My brother claims he is stressed but what about me? Does he not realize. My parents baby him when he is stressed or crying and if I cry or open up to them they think I'm just being dramatic. They said they will talk to me when I get to their house but really they ignore the subject and act like everything is fine. But what they dont know is-
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