With love, fear, and hate all pounding through me I take a look at the sky and then again at his eyes. I know it's meant to be like lighting struck me—
But right now I have to let it all go, to fight to save our lives. The thought of him dying constantly crosses my mind, making me sick unable to move—
I stare at him, right when his eyes met mine I suddenly feel alive, ready to fly and take him with me—
But he wants her, and that won't change. In one last attempt I grab his arm and scream his name but he let's go all the same—
And now I am falling and nothing stops me . Then I hit the ground crying, knowing that nothing can change. Even if he wanted me everything's still got to stay the same, no matter what I do no matter what I say.