I get up because I'm cold.
"Carter I'm cold as'f."
He takes his Shirt off.
"Take your shirt off." He says scooching closer to me.
"What?" I say half asleep.
"Body heat." he says.
I cover myself.
"Uhh."
"Shaylee do you wanna freeze? Or do you wanna be warm?." He asks.
I slowly begin to remove my shirt.
He presses his bare chest againsist mine.
"See? Aren't you warm."
I don't say anything. I just cuddle him.
The next morning.
I wake up in Carter's arms. Warm as fuck.
I smack his cheeks.
"Cartah get da fuck up dode."
I kiss his cheek. And laugh.
"Did we have sex?." He asks.
I fell to the floor laughing.
"Yeh..No." I say still laughing.
He gets up and walks over to me.
He lays down next to me.
"When?."
I flutter my eyelashes.
"Not anytime soon..."
"Why not?."
I get on top of him. Are hands connect.
"I'm not ready.."
I kiss his lips 3 times teasing him.
"Well can we do 2nd base?."
I close my eyes and sigh.
It brings back the nightmares.
Father touching me. A tear manages to escape my eyes.
"What's wrong, love?." He asks kissing my tear away.
"Nothing. Its Nothing." I say.
I grab his hand and put it on my breast.
He gasps. And squezzes.
I bite my lip.
" When I say we can't go any futher than this..Can you except that?."
He smiles, and lets go of my breast.
"Of course," He says kissing my cheek. "I love you Shaylee."
I try saying it back. But the words don't come out.
How hard is it to say I love you?
Maybe I didn't have those feelings towards Carter. Maybe I'm just a shy person?
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I Loved You At Your Darkest
Fanfiction@kissmeshawn Shaylee Smith has a bad passed, she was sexually abused by her farther. Her ex-boyfriend abused her. Shaylee is shy doesn't have many friends, except her best friend Carter Reynolds. But when she is assigned partners with the hottest...
