happiness [ Daniel Seavey ]

Part 5

* corbyn pov*

" please come " qis said sobbing

ouch my heart, again

hearing her hurts make me sad.

she doesnt deserve this.

i quickly get up from my bed and took my keys.

im on my way to qis house right now. and i have never been so worried

" please dont do this " i said under my breath.

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i didnt bother to knock so i just went in.

the door was unlocked.

are you kidding me? someone could robbed this house

i called for her name but no answer.

and then it crosses my mind.

no.. this cant be happening..

bathroom.

the bathroom

i quickly run to the bathroom and opened the door

i saw her lying there. her face was pale. she looks lifeless

" no no no please stay with me " i said started to tear up

* at the hospital *

" you could see her now " the doctor said and i look up and nodded

" oh and, she needs a lot of rest. the pill that she took wasnt that critical, and we got to get it out. but her scars, its going to take a while to heal. but other than that, she's fine " the doctor said

"take care of her. she's been through a lot and will be in the future " the doctor come closer to me and tapped my shoulder.

w wait.. and she will be in the future? what does that mean?

i smile weakly as a respond

and with that the doctor leaves.

i went in her room

" hey there " i said sitting on the edge of the bed.

" hey " she replied looking up. her voice isnt the same. its raspy, probably because she has to throw up due to get the pill out of her body.

" you getting better there bup?" i ask with a saddened smile.

" yeah " she said looking down.

" why? " i ask

she looked up confused.

" why did you do it? " i ask referring to the accident that had happened. and almost tearing up.

" i- i uhh.. " she wanted to say but nothing come out

" look im your bestfriend qis, i cant lose you " i said tearing up

" im sorry ! im so fucking sorry " she said covering her face with her hand, sobbing

" i- i wasnt thinking corbs, i wasnt thinking " she said asking for forgiveness

" you're the only one i have left. i have no one corbs. i have no parents. everyone else is leaving me behind. and the other hates me. i was afraid of losing you, but then i realized that i was being a selfish prick that i cant let anyone be happy. just because im scared of being lonely" she said crying

" im sorry " i said hugging her.

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its been a few days since qis left the hospital.

and a couple day since im going to leave her.

im going to leave my best friend behind.

and with that. i have to talk to her. give her an explanation

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there i stood in front of her door and sigh.

knock knock

" comingg !"' i heard her yelled from the inside

" oh hey corbs " she said after opened the door

" i- uhh.. can we talk ? " i said nervously

" oh of course ! " she said excited opened the door wider to let me in. her smile. ugh im gonna miss her smile...

* qis pov *

we were now in my room and corbyn said that he wanted to talk.

" soo what do you want to talk about? " i said smilling

" im moving " he said.

my face dropped.

" oh uh where? " i ask

" LA. for our music career. we got into a band. and you know, we got it " he says excited.

" im so happy for you ! but um who is ' our '? who is ' we ' " i ask

"its jonah, daniel, zach jack and i " he said looking down

" hey , on the bright side you got your chance to be big ! " i said cheering him up

even tho its sad that he's leaving. but at least he left with an explanation.

"but why didnt you, and the guys tell me sooner? " i ask pouting

" we were afraid qis. we were afraid of hurting you. and losing you... " he said but whispering the last part.

" it still hurt tho when someone you love, and really love leaves you hanging without an explaination. everyday i ask myself. if i do something wrong or not. " i said.

" we're sorry " corbyn said

" you mean you're sorry? " i ask because he's the only one who is trying to apologize.

" im sorry " he said looking in my eyes

his blue eye. i stared at them. but i didnt get lost in it like i did with daniel.

we started to lean it..

but this is wrong. this is seriously are wrong.

" when are you leaving ?" i ask trying to break the kiss before we kiss, you know what i mean?

" tomorrow " he said sadly.

" hey on the bright side,again " i giggled

" you got what you gotta do! the fans are going to love you guys. " i said smilling

" oh they better be ! " he said jokingly

we all laughed.

* at the airport *

" im gonna miss youuuuu " i said hugging corbyn

" naww ill miss you too " he said making a sad face

i laughed

" oh and qis, when are you going to release in too deep ? " he asked

" soon " i said and weakly smile.