NEW BEGINING

NEW BEGINNING

 I tried

Still trying

I know I want u

But I ain't dying

Together we could have been so much

But so little was meant to be

We could have been so close

But I see us acting silly

With each passing day

You drain me out

Tire me and debilitate me

Stuck, is how feel

Though I want to be with you

But this ain't how I wanna feel

Please STOP! cause I'm tired of begging and crying and trying and redeeming

I'm tired of explanations and confessions

I needed love, needed acceptance

But the only thing I have got is penance

Whenever I needed you I was treated with abandonment

All the strings attached feel like entanglement

And now I gotta breath

I gotta step out of this breach

I have had enough

And now I will stand up

I gotta live my life

My terms my own conditions

I'm done taking your permissions

Through with these acquisitions and admonitions

Through with all your prepositions

I know you wanted my good

Don't worry I haven't misunderstood

I wish the best for you in life too

But now I'm ready to accept the ending

Ready to move on

And finally, I am ready to start the new beginning...

08/03/2019