Swag kingseries: stupid cupid

Fifteen

Kurt's POV

I looked at Nikka with pitty in my eyes. Im such an asshole for using her as a rebound. I tried to use her so i could keep Justin again. I want her back so bad that i tried to make her jealous but fvck! She loves her family that much that she still choose them.

Isang pang problema ko, nakokonsensya na ko kay Nikka. nung una kaya ko lang naman sya ginamit ay dahil may gusto sya sakin at akala ko kagaya lang din sya ng iba. pero si Nikka yung tipo ng babae na dapat sineseryoso. She's a keeper and she deserved to be loved. If only im not inlove with someone, i would fall for her in a heartbeat.

I tried, i tried to forget Justin and love Nikka instead when i realize Justin will never be mine again. But fvck, habang lalo kong pinipigil lalo ko lang syang minamahal.

"May gusto ka pa?" Nakangiting tanong ni Nikka matapos ilapag ang mga pagkain sa harap ko. Baon nya iyon na personal nyang niluto para sakin. She's indeed sweet lady. Umiling ako at nagsimula ng kumain.

But fate seems making fun of us. Of all people that might get the table next to us, si Justin pa talaga. Saglit na nagtagpong tingin namin pero sya din ang nag iwas.

"hi Justin" bati ni Nikka dito, tumango lang si justin at nginitian sya. Suddenly the tension clouded the room. Hindi ko alam kung ako lang ba 'to na nag iisip ng ganoon. They seem cool to each other.

"Justin may katabi ka?" tanong ni Jed na bigla na lang sumulpot. Bigla na lang nag init ang ulo ko ng makita sya. He's been a pain in my ass and im thinking of bullying him 'til he quit schooling. If only that would never make me pathetic. Matagal na akong napipikon sa pag diga nya kay Justin tang ina nya!

"may nakikita ka bang kasama nya? what a freaking question!" I said with a thick sarcasm. Putang inang to!

"woah!" gulat na sabi nya, natatawa. "so ano Justin? pwede bang makishare ng table? wala ka naman kasing kasama e" Jed said grinning. Si Justin ang kausap pero sakin nakatingin.

"Dont disturb the fvck out of her! Dito ka sa table namin, maluwag!" Nauubusan na ng pasensyang sabi ko.

"yung totoo pre? kelan ka pa naging spokes person ni Justin?" pambabara nya sakin dahilan para mapatingin ako kay Justin na agad umiwas ng tingin. My jaw clenched even more. I badly wanna punch this bastard and beat him to death.

"sige, ok lang. share na tayo Jed" basag ni Justin sa amin. Natatakot siguro syang magkagulo pa kaming dalawa.

"yown.." sabi ni Jed at naupo na sa bakanteng upuan sa table ni Justin.

"Tsk.." umiling iling na lang ako para palisin ang kagustuhan kong suntukin si Jed. Iniiwas ko ang paningin sa kanila dahil baka mademonyo ako at masapak ko na ang gagong 'yon. Nikka meet my gaze and i cant look at her straight. Nag iwas ako ng tingin at itinuon sa pagkain ang atensyon.

I cant take her stares. Unti unti akong inuupos ng bawat tingin nya. My conscience is tugging me for fvcks sake! Im being an asshole again and im hurting her ruthlessly.

"Justin.." i hear Jed start a conversation. And just like that, nawalan na naman ako ng pakialam kay Nikka. I eavesdrop their conversation and listen. Wag lang nyang masubuk subukang digahan si Justin, makikita nya ang hinahanap nya.

"oh?"

"may joke ako.."

"sige ano yun?"

"Fvck!" Mahinang mura ko. I can feel the intensity of Nikka's stare but i dont care.