ragazzi (mattiaxalvaro)

1.4

Narrator P.O.V

You only live once right? right.

Mattia had planned to make the best of his 7 minutes and that's exactly what he did.

He leaned forward and started attacking Alvaros neck with rough kisses and sweet love bites.

"M-Mattia.." Alvaro whined, "You can't. This is my first time. Plus you like girls." he begged.

Mattias heart slowly broke into a million pieces.

He moved backwards with a sad look on his face.

"N-Not that i'm gay or anything but w-what makes you think i'm gay?" He asked.

He wasn't sure what he did wrong. He thought for sure that Alvaro would want to kiss him back.

Before waiting for Alvaros answer he walked out of the closet and went to grab his stuff.

"Later." he said before jogging downstairs and slamming the door on his way out.

Meanwhile upstairs still in the closet Alvaro started to tear up. He knew right then and there he had messed up.

Alejandro, Roshuan, and Kairi all stormed into the closet at once to comfort Alvaro.

Kairi held the smaller boy in his eyes as tears flowed down his soft skinned face.

Seeing Alvaro cry was like a soft pain in tour chest. You would do anything to make it stop because it hurt your heart so much.

Alejandro was the first one to speak up, "Why did Mattia storm out Varo? And why are you crying?" he asked.

Roshuan hummed in response to the questions.

Alvaro started to respond, "I d-didnt want to k-kiss him. I p-pushed him a-away and now he's g-gone." he sobbed out.

This made Kairi pull him even closer and rock him back and forth.

Roshuan was hesitant but said, "Why didn't you want to kiss him? Not to say that you are in obligation to like him back but I mean."

Alvaro sniffled and wiped his nose with his sweater paws, "I d-did want t-to kiss him but. I w-want my first time to be special." he replied before tearing up again.

Causing Kairi to pull him into an even tighter hug. Letting him know it was okay and nothing was his fault.

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Mattia had made it home. He ran inside, not acknowledging his little brother, before storming into his room.

Out of an impulse decision he punched his wall and yelled.

It made him angry.

Why wouldn't Alvaro kiss him back.

What was so bad of the thought of them being together.

Mattia more than anything want to be Alvaros.

Trying to distract himself from the pain he decided to text Mailey.

Mattia:
so wassup wit it cutie?

Mailey:
Mattia! Hey! Nothing much babe what about you?

Damn she types back fast Mattia thought.

Mattia:
you tryna chill or what.

Mailey:
Yeah! Where?

Mattia:
Seen 2:49 pm.

Mattia needed to think.

He'd reply back to her later, but he was still hurt.

Why.

Why couldn't Alvaro love him back the way he loved him.

How.

How could Mattia let himself fall so deep.

He needed to distance himself from his friends.

So without hesitation he grabbed his phone to text Mailey again.

He gave her his address and said.

Mattia:

My house. In 20.

Mailey:

Okie dokes! Omw bby!

Mattia was sure that this was the right thing to do.

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- L.C