Hey, Ryan.
Hey, Mads! What's up?
Just wanna greet you a
happy new year!
Sorry if I am almost a
week late. Hehe.
Happy new year, too! :)
Kumusta? Okay ka na?
Yeah. Same, same lang naman.
Nakapag book ka na ba
for therapy appointment?
My offer still stands, btw.
Hindi pa rin, actually. Hehe.
May sasabihin din sana ako
sayo tonight. Kung busy ka,
okay lang naman. It could wait.
Okay lang. Kakauwi ko lang
galing airport. I'm all ears.
Uhh, remember the last time
we saw each other?
How could I forget? Haha.
Nahuli ako ng dad mo na
galing sa room mo.
Oh my God. Can we not rehash that?
You brought it up! 😂
May reason kasi! Haha!
So what is it?
We weren't protected diba?
We're both clean so the only
issue was the pregnancy thing.
Oo nga.
Yun ba ang sasabihin mo?
Merong nabuo?
No. I just wanted to tell you
that I got my period today.
Oh. Okay.
Yeah. That's prety much it.
You okay, Mads?
I only honestly don't know.
You know I was in this very
dark shit for the last quarter
of 2019, right?
Oo. Kaya nga I was
suggesting therapy.
Yeah. And I was willing to do it.
But this thing happened between
us. At first I was scared.
Who wouldn't?
Pregnancy scares are the worst
when you're not ready.
Pero overtime, kapag naiisip kong
possible na magkababy with you...
it's not that bad naman.
Wow. Thanks. Haha.
Hey. You know what I meant.
We were already broken up tapos
saka mo ko mabubuntis.
Very unconventional diba? Haha.
Well, I started to look forward everyday.
Not for my monthly visitor, but for the confirmation na may nabuo nga.
Pero wala e.
But I hoped, and prayed na sana
meron nung time na hindi ko
alam kung meron nga o wala.
I was becoming happy again.
And I let myself dream again.
Oh, Mads...
I started dreaming for a future again.
For months, nawala yun sakin because
of this fucking funk I'm still in.
And yung future na yun, nandun ka
and kasama yung babies natin.
Gosh, Ryan. I wasn't lying when I told
you it's still you. This realization just
confirmed it. I still love you and you're
the only man that I see building a life
with in the future.
I shouldn't have broken up with you.
Sana hindi pa huli ang lahat?
Sabi mo diba, ako pa rin naman?
Unless, nagbago na yun?
For almost two weeks na di tayo nag usap, meron ka na bang bago?
Yung dinala mo ba sa family
Christmas party niyo,
are you still dating her?
We're not dating anymore.
It wouldn't be fair for her.
I'm still not over you and I'm
still waiting for this day.
Really?
Yeah. I'm tired of being in this
limbo with you. Let's do something
about it. And it's a beginning of a new
decade, marami tayong pwedeng gawin.
We could start over again, babe.
Talaga? Posible pa, Rye?
Yes. Can I call? Or pwede ba
ulit ako pumunta sa inyo?
Yes, please. Punta ka dito.
Let's do this in person.
Okay. I'll be there in an hour.
I missed you, Mads.
I missed you, too.
Can't wait to see you, Rye.
