12:06 a.m.,
well past the standard bedtime for anyone who's not planning to die early
                              12:09,
three minutes has passed recently established sleeping hour well past standard bedtime for anyone who doesn't want to die 
                              12:10,
it's
                              12:14 
already 
                              12:15
I wonder what happens after 12:16, 
12:17,  12:19, 12:22, 12:23, 12:27: 
if I stop tracking time or recount how letting go eighty three words on a digital feels like holding on
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              
                                           
                                           
                                               
                                                  