If nothing is happening the way you want it to be, your life's in a downward spiral and with every passing day you just want to run away to nowhere, i would say just hold on.
Hold on for a little longer. All these rocky paths you're traveling upon at the moment, would lead you to exceptionally beautiful places. All those things which perplex you will one day make sense. All your efforts which are going in vain will surely bear fruit.
Your future self is shaped by your present. One day, you'll be grateful for the struggle you've been through, for shaping you into the person you are today. People would look up to you, your charismatic personality. They'll be in awe of you.
