QADAR💫

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~YASMINs POV~

When first I saw mami, I thought she was going to shout at me and send me away, but what I saw was the opposite, mami holds my hand and cried, I sat beside her on her bed and hold her as she cried, mama and baba + the doctor await us in the parlor, mami finally stopped shedding tears and holds my hands tighter

"Yasmin dear... I don't know what to say...all I know is that I'm sure this sickness will cost me my life, I know I won't be able to raise Layla, I don't have anyone to take care of her after me except you, please promise me you'll raise your sister, promise me that please" she begged tears rushing down her cheeks as well as mine

"Uhm-uhm mami please don't say that, insha Allah you'll soon recover and raise your daughter into a wonderful lady that she is" I cried as well, I noticed as mama entered and find a spot to seat, mami wiped off her tears

"I hope so Yasmin, but promise me , I am lucky to get the chance to ask for your forgiveness, you have suffered a lot with me, you have faced a lot, sorry Fatima ki yafe min,  I have done a lot to you, but Wallahi you remain special to me and have a kind and generous heart" she cried again, actually I was unhappy with my past, from babas death to the day mami sent me to El-Farouk's, but I have never for once felt I hate mama, I just accepted my life because I know QADAR plays a role in everyone's life , I was sad but I smile, that was my life

"Mami Allah knows I have never hated you and I love you just like a mother to me, I promise you to take care of Layla, and insha Allah we're going to do that together, me you and Layla, Allah baki Lafiya mami" i wiped away my tears hugging her, she hugged me tighter before we pulled

"Ameen Fatima, Allah ya miki albarka" she prayed

"Ameen , mami doctor is here, let him see you" I said, she nodded adjusted her head tie

"Lemmi ask him inside" mama said nicely, mami nodded with a thank you, mama smiled and walked out coming with the doctor, we left mami alone with the doctor and waited in the parlor, Layla was on mama's laps, Alhaji sat beside her, and I in the other side pacing in the parlor

"Calm down Yasmin she's Insha Allah going to be alright" mama consoles

"Insha Allah mama, insha Allah" I nodded sitting beside mama.

Some minutes later...

The doctor came out and they talked with Alhaji, he told him that she was suffering from hypertension which may probably be as a result of overthinking and feeding her self negative thoughts, but it's not worse and can be tackled only if she stopped overthinking, Alhaji accompanied him outside and we all rushed to her, Layla sat on mama's lap on the sofa of the bedroom and I sat close to her, she needs water and the doctor puts her a drip of water

"Mami please stop overthinking, stop feeding yourself negative thoughts, remember Allah almighty only loves the best for you, kinji mami?" I told her

"Okay insha Allah i won't ever overthink again" she smiled, mama's phone rang and she excused herself, I think it's Umar, I hope he's fine

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Mama and Alhaji went back home, I insisted staying, I cannot leave mami in this condition, all she needs now is someone to look after her.