trepidation | victorious

TREPIDATION

"let's make gossip"

[SUMMARY]

logan misty smith had never truly connected with anyone. that could have been because she wasn't the type of kid a parent wanted their children around. the girl with a runaway mother. the girl with an attitude as big as her ego. the girl who smelt like weed and victoria secret perfume. it could have also been because she was scared to care for anyone. yes, this girl had trust issues galore. whatever the matter, logan was too much for normal life. she was dramatic and bold and never kept her mouth shut. she demanded attention as soon as she walked into a room and if you ever saw her quiet it meant she was planning someone's demise. or high off her ass. one of the two. her father saw this need for more in his daughter, he heard her sing in the shower and watched as she turned into a different person when her few friends were around. he saw talent. so he encouraged his daughter to enroll in hollywood arts, a school for talented youth. and though it was clear the school was unique, who would have thought that logan misty would be a third of one of the most dramatic "love triangles" hollywood arts had ever seen? it's hopeful to think it wouldn't have ended in three broken hearts. flirting gone wrong, am i right?

[CAST]

brittany o'grady as logan misty smith

"my self preservation is off the fucking charts."

adele exarchopoulos as dawn delilah turner

"if i don't have a cigarette between my lips in the next couple minutes, someone is getting hurt."

elizabeth gillies as jade west

"i think i might have an anger issue."

avan jogia as beck oliver

"lightweights can let loose sometimes too!"

hailee steinfeld as carter lee sullivan

"my mother taught me family comes first."

blair underwood as tristan carter smith
monica bellucci as lola darcy sullivan
victorious cast as themselves

[SOUNDTRACK]

clementine | halsey | i don't need anyone, i just need everyone and then some
out of touch | dove cameron | who's gonna tell me i'm out of touch when the lights come on and i'm still fucked up?
lover | call me karizma | tell your boy it's a phase, tell your friends that we're bros
almost love | sabrina carpenter | i want you like a kiss that's long and overdue
low key in love | jaira burns | bet you never knew that a girl like me could fall in love, did you?
i don't exist | olivia o'brien | i've been doomed from the start, everything around me falls so quickly

[NOTE]
i've decided to start my journey into publishing my writing with a victorious fic. ik. but i can have more of my own story with this, while still having something to stick to. i'm not ready for the big leagues lol. also, victorious was my childhood. that being said, this fic will cover dark topics because i don't know to be pg. but i'm trying to make it as lighthearted as possible. im just a dramatic ass bitch. here's your warnings:

this story will include sensitive topics such as, depression, drug use, self harm, and suicidal thoughts.
this story will also feature topics not for everyone such as, sexual topics, strong language, not so healthy relationships, and polygamy.
do not read if any of this triggers you.
be safe :)