A days after . Jennie is still not in a mood after chaeyoung death . She miss her . But she can't do anything bcos Chaeyoung is dead .
After jennie woke up . She decided to got up and walk headed to the kitchen . She saw lisa about done cooking .
"hey babe . Good morning . Let's eat" lisa smile
"im not hungry" she coldy said
"babe kagabi ka pa hindi kumakain e"
"hindi pa ko nagugutom" jennie said while grabing cup and making a tea
Lisa sigh "babe . You need to eat . Baka magkasakit ka"
"lisa hindi nga ako nagugutom ! Ano bang hindi mo maintindihan don?!" jennie yelled then leave .
Lisa feel the pain and sigh . Pinilit nyang wag tumulo ang luha nya.
Ginagawa nya lahat para bumalik sila sa dati pero parang hindi yun ang gusto ni jennie .
Hindi naman nya masisi bcos untill now . She's still afected about chaeyoung's death .
Kaso ang hindi nya maintindihan kung anong nasa isip ni jen.
Bakit malamig padin sakanya ito.
Is it bcos she still missed rose o nag dadalawang isip na ito sakanya?
Nag ready nalang si lisa para pumasok sa trabaho .
Bfore she leave. She glance at jennie who's closing her eyes .
She approched her .
"babe im leaving" she said causing jennie to open her eyes .
Lisa about to kiss her lip but jennie pull herself
"ingat" she close her eyes again
Lisa sigh with teary eye and leave.
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When jennie feel that lisa's gone. She open her eyes and sigh .
Hindi nya alam kung anong nararamdaman nya. She miss rose and untill now. She cant trust lisa . Natatakot sya na baka saktan nanaman sya nito . Natatakot syang madurog ulit dahil wala ng park chaeyoung na sasagip at bubuo ulit sakanya .
"tama ba to? Tama ba na bumalik ako sakanya? I know i still love her . But i miss rose" she closed her eyes again "pano kung saktan nanaman ako ni lisa? Ano ng mangyayari sakin? Kakayanin ko pa ba? Wala ng rose na sasagip at bubuo sakin . Paano na ko? Rose paano na ko?" her tears fall down even though her eyes are closed .
...
Maya maya . Her fon is rang.
She grab it to check who's the caller
"jisoo?"
(ANSWER)
HELLO jisoo?
"hi" jisoo sweetly said
Hi . Napatawag ka .? May problema ba dyan?"
"wala naman . Kukumustahin lang kita jen"
"okay naman ako . Ikaw?"
"okay lang din jen . Papunta ako ngayon sa puntod ni rose para dalawin sya"
"realy? Malapit ka na ba? I want to say hi to her . " jennie weakly said.
"yep . Naglalakad nako mapalit sa puntod nya"
"okay . Salamat at tumawag ka. Im realy bored and i miss her"
"ako din miss ko na sya . Im here na je--"
Jisoo stop .
"jisoo? What's wrong?"
"jen. Your still in korea right?"
"yes. Why?" jennie ask .
"may mga bulaklak kasi dito saka may kandila na mukhang kakatulos lang" jisoo said
"huh? May dumalaw sakanya?" jennie curious
"i think. But i don't have idea kung sino . Baka ikaw. May idea ka?" jisoo ask
"wla jisoo. Saka ang alam ko. Walang ibang kamag anak si rose na pwedeng dumalaw sakanya"
"ayun din ang alam ko" jisoo said "sige na jennie . Baka mag tatanong tanong nalang ako dito kung may nakakita na ibang taong dumalaw dito"
"okay jisoo . Tawag ka ulit sa susunod kapag dadalaw ka kay rose . And please. Say hi to her for me"
"sure jen. Ingat ka dyan. Bye"
"bye jisoo" jennie end the call
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(MW)
Lisa trying to call jennie but its busy .
"sinong kausap nya?"
"may problema ba lisa?" jihyo approched her
"n-nothing" she lied
Jihyo nod . "mag aout ako ng maaga lisa huh."
"yung mga students mo?" lisa ask
"pinakisuyo ko na kay tzuyu. Okay na"
Lisa nod "san ang punta?"
"date" jihyo wink
"bago nanaman?" lisa chuckles
"hey. Makatanong ka parang cheek girl ako huh . Yun padin . Hindi nag babago"
"talaga lang huh" lisa teas
"manoban . Im not like you"
"nag bago na ko. Matino na to uy" lisa lean on her chair
"talaga?" jihyo smirk
"oo . Kung.... Kelan nga nag bago na saka naman nanlamig sakin yung girlfriend ko"
"baka naman nag wowory?" jihyo sit on the chair infront of lisa's table
Lisa look at her "nag wowory saan?"
"ilang beses mo bang nasaktan? Ilang beses kang nag cheat? Ilang beses kang nahuli?" jihyo ask
"m....maraming beses" lisa sigh
"thats what im talking about" jihyo said
"i can't understand" lisa said confused
"lisa. Listen okay" jihyo said and take a deep breath "ang isang tao. Kapag nasaktan o niloko sila ng isang beses . Mahirap mag patawad yun . O mag tiwala ulit. Pasalamat ka nga . Nag titiwala sya sayo non kahit na maraming beses mo ng sinaktan at niloko. Kaso eto huh .
Ang isang babae na willing mag bigay na paulit ulit na chansa o pag titiwala. Kapag yan napuno at napagod. Patatawarin ka nyan at babalik yan sayo kung mahal ka pa . Kaso nga lang . Takot na silang mag tiwala ulit. Parang . Nag kaka pobia . Or nag aalala na baka . Saktan nanaman sila . Na baka lokohin nanaman . Nag aalinlangan kung tama bang bumalik sila. Natatakot . Puro negative thought . In short "mahal ka pa pero may takot habang kasama ka"
Lisa nod " anong gagawin ko para mag tiwala ulit?"
"suyuin mo . Ligawan mo. Dapat patunayan mo na nag bago ka na talaga. Mahirap oo. Pero kung talagang nag bago ka na at talagang mahal mo sya at seryoso kana . . Kahit mahirap . Hindi ka susuko . Lalo na kung ilang beses syang kumapit noon bago ka sinukuan"
Lisa nod .
"and always remind yourself na ikaw ang naunang nanakit . Kaya tungkulin mong tiisin kahit nasa pinaka masakit ka pang sitwasyon ngayon.
You need to accept it lalo na alam mong malake ang kasalanan at pag kukulang mo" jihyo stood up "aalis na ko . Don't forget my words" she said and leave .
"jihyo's righ" lisa sigh and lean on her chair and close her eyes.
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Try Once More
Fanfiction(could there be another chance) can you still trust the person who hurt you so much ? ipagkaka tiwala mo bang muli sakanya ang puso mong maraming beses ng sinaktan?
