{To and about you}

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I love you. I don't know in which way and I know you are annoyed of hearing that sentence. It's so confusing. I try to not think about you, about us. We aren't texting and every day, I fear that you are going to forget me. I guess I'm not important to you.

And that hurts so freaking much. Because you mean everything to me. I want to text you so badly, but i don't want to annoy you. I don't want to tell you my feelings again and again. Because it doesn't matter to you. And this hurts so bad. I try to forget you, i try to forget the memories we share. And i end up crying in my Bed, because I know, that you don't think of me.

You don't text me. I'm hoping that you are too scared and still think of me. I'm hoping that you.. still love me. It hurts so bad. I wish that Time back. That Time we were so close.We talked everyday. I miss it. I miss you. I would die for you even if you don't care about me. Aren't we supposed to be Soulmates?

I don't know anymore.

~Bocchan

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