(Springtrap's POV)
I woke up to my lights turning on in my room, I shifted on my bed to face the wall,
"Come on sleepy head get up" Golden said,
"NO...go away" I growled clenching my teeth together,
"There could be cute girls at this school" Golden said sitting on my bed by my feet,
"Still no" I said kicking him,
"Your so lazy" he said dragging me off my bed,
"Ow just leave me alone" I said as I hit the floor hard,
"No come on do it for me please I dont want to be alone" he begged getting on his knees,
"Jeez" I mumbled and walked into the washroom, I took out my pocket knife and started cutting myself,
"You better not be doing anything bad in there!" Golden said banging on the door once then he walked away to get ready for school, I sighed and made cuts go all the way to my elbow for all the bad things that had happened to us....
Golden used to have beautiful green eyes like mine now they are just black sockets, he doesn't like to talk about it, our dad was abusive when he was mad,
"I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate being alone, I hate my child hood, I'm depressed all the time, I hate being afraid to love again, I hate this, I hate school, why can't I just die" I said to myself as tears went down my face.
I put on a black fingerless glove to cover the cuts on my hand and wrapped bandages arround my arm not so well and put on a long sleeved shirt to hide the badly wrapped bandages,
"HEY YOU COMING WE ARE GONNA BE LATE!" Golden called,
"BE RIGHT THERE!" I yelled back and ran out my room, I rushed downstairs and out the door with my bag and ran up to Golden,
"What took you so long?" He asked, I could tell he was looking at me even though he was wearing his dark black shades to hide his eyes from others that might get freaked out,
"Just tired" I lied walking at a bit of a faster pace till we got to the school.
"Just be yourself" Golden said patting my shoulder then he went the opposite way to his first class,
"Oh yeah great advise, be myself, yeah sure that definitely goes well" I said to myself walking to my first class but I am just gonna stall at my locker for a little,
"Hey I havent seen you around here before, I'm Ennard" a guy said slamming a locker shut right beside me, I glanced at him then continued what I was doing to stall,
"So, your not the talking type" he said giving me a grim look,
"I rather be mute" I muttered but he clearly herd me,
"Lies what are you nervous?, stressed? Come on give me a hint" Ennard said trying to make a conversation,
"No and no..." I replied,
"Depression?" He asked, I gave him a cold stare as I slammed my locker shut,
"Taken that as yes?" He said,
"Go bother someone else" I said wanting to be alone, I checked my arm and of course the blood was going through my clothing, great,
"Why are you bleeding?" Ennard asked grabbing my wrist,
"Just leave me alone" I said trying to get out of his grasp but it just hurt more,
"I'm not letting go" he said, I dropped to the floor and lied down not caring,
"Don't make me drag you" he said grabbing my other wrist, I would call for Golden but he will come if I'm in trouble,
"Just leave me alone" I wined as he dragged me into the washrooms, I sat against the wall as he got some paper towl,
"Why do you care?" I asked,
"Just do okay" He said glaring at me,
"You should just turn your back on me and ignore me like I'm a nobody" I said glaring back at him,
"Take off your shirt" he said,
"Why?" I asked,
"Just do it" he demanded raising his voice a bit,
"Give me a reason" I said,
"I just want to help that's all" he said backing away,
"Fine don't be one of those assholes" I said giving in knowing he wouldn't leave me alone, I took off my shirt as he looked at me in a odd way,
"There" I said taking off the badly wrapped bandages on my arm revealing the cuts from this morning,
"Huh your kinda hot" Ennard said kneeling down by me, I stiffened a bit as he set the wet paper towl on my arm to clean off the blood,
"Don't get any ideas" I said giving him a soulless glare,
"Relax I'm Bisexual besides I just met you don't suspect anything" he said looking me dead in the eyes,
"What ever I'm not interested in any relationship" I said,
"Maybe you should take a look at the cutest girls in this school or guys in my case" Ennard shrugged taking off the paper towl and rewrapped the bandages properly on my arm,
"Nah no need for that" I replied looking toward the wall,
"Have fun regretting saying that" Ennard said smirking at me,
"Just leave me alone I don't need you or anyone" I said glaring at him as I got up and put my shirt back on,
"Whatever either way someone like you is gonna be noticed" Ennard said following me out,
"Look I don't need your help or anyone's advice I just want to be alone" I snapped walking away at a fast pace, he just stood there in the hall for a minute then walked away,
"Don't need anyone" I mumbled to myself walking into my first class, I sat at the back near the window to avoid others, but of course someone sat next to me...
"Hey I'm Lolbit" they said holding out their hand for me to shake,
"Hey..." I replied shaking their hand then let go quickly and looked away,
"Your the new kid I herd about" Lolbit said looking toward the teacher,
"Yeah so?" I asked,
"I don't know just thought you would be better than my fake friends they are only my friends cuz im popular" she said setting her head on her hand,
"Good for you" I said rolling my eyes,
"So you don't care that I'm popular finally someone that doesn't care" she said smiling at me,
"Can you iust leave me alone..." I said as the teacher called names,
"Come on cheer up" Lolbit said nudging me lightly,
" no...Goldenwhydidyoumakemecometoschool..." I mumbled,
"Wait who's Golden?" She asked,
"No one" I sighed lying,
"Um...okay?" She replied, Golden is my closest friend I like to think of him as my older brother sometimes...but..I just don't want to be talking about him, he has had a hard past like me...
"Just don't worry about it" I replied concentrating on the teachers directions, hope this class is short, and hope the day goes by fast...
( WARNING: this story might not continue )
