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unmotivated and sad and stressed (vent)

hi so,

i havent used this in awhile, mostly because i havent been in littlespace,

it sucks, ngl. i want to be happy, but i cant. im just too anxious all the time and ive been relapsing to more unsafe coping mechanisms. 

i dont know how to deal with this anymore?

im never home alone. my mom is always nagging at me to do something and she barges into my room every ten seconds so i basically cant slip. im also really busy with a lot of stuff. my friend is still being a jerk about my agere and only thinking about himself when it (rarely) comes up in conversation.

i dont have a caregiver.

i hate everything. i dont know how to cope anymore. im a freaking mess.