Polyamorous

24weeks

I haven't seen Fp since that night in Hemlock. He made a promise and as usual, he broke it. He focused on the black hood and protecting his town. And I guess I can't be mad, but I'm lonely and I can't be alone. That's why I'm sitting here, at Pops with Sweet Pea 

"You'll find someone" he says "but I don't want too, I want him, it's always been him" I said. "Would it still be him if Jason were still alive? He said honestly. "Jason was a summer thing, no feelings involved" I lied. "That's bullshit, you loved that kid, I couldn't get you to leave your room when he died" sweet pea said grabbing my hand. " and lets not talk about us" he looked at me. "You know I love you Pea, what we went through" I started to say. "I'd do it again, I will always take care of you, know matter where we are, serpents or not" he said.

I was crying now. 

*flashback*

I found out Jason was dead, the boy I loved was gone and he would never know that I loved him. I didn't go to school and I couldn't even leave my room. It had been days since I've eaten, but I didn't care. I heard a knock on the door. 

"C'mon Mox let me in" sweet pea begged through my locked door. I found enough strength to let him in, I fell into his arms, I was no doubt a mess. "Oh sweetheart" he said sitting me up. He carried me to the bathroom.

"I've got you" he said placing me in the bath. He washed my hair and cleaned me up. He changed my bed sheets and got me clean clothes. He got me outside and into his truck. 

We went to pops. And the rest is history.

*end flashback*

"I never did thank you for that" I sniffled "You didn't have to" I said "I did, you were young and alone, you needed some one and I knew you would trust me" he smiled. "I'm so sorry I've been a shitty friend Pea, I know you've had a lot going on" I admitted. "Nothing I can't handle, now lets eat because you and baby have appointments today" he chuckled. 

We sat in the waiting room. "What a cute couple, that's one lucky baby" some old lady said and I looked at Sweet Pea and he smiled. 

"She's right you know, he is one lucky baby with you for a mom" he smiled bigger. I smiled back. He placed his hand on my belly and the baby began to kick him. He smiled even bigger. "Fp is really missing out" Pea said. The doctor called is back before I could reply. 

The ultrasound was quick. Baby was healthy, and I was just ready for a nap. I yawned as I climbed into Sweet Peas truck. "You wanna go back to my house and sleep?" He asked. And I nodded. "I'm so tired, please Pea, that would be nice" I smiled as he drove back to the trailer park. 

I just honestly wanted to sleep for days, and forget about the bullshit with FP.