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defsoul16
Okay huh I know you don't like my ass but I feel like I gotta talk to you like RIGHT NOW cause I can't just can't stop thinking about what happened

And I need to ask you just one thing so please ANSWER. That's the only thing I'll ask you
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Pjy_994
Go ahead but hurry because my break time is really short.

defsoul16
First promise me you won't ignore me and that you'll answer honestly. No more lies between us
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Pjy_994
I swear.

defsoul16
K huh... why do you hate me? I mean I've never done anything to disappoint you or to hurt you so I'm curious to know the reason behind your judgmental behavior towards me

And don't answer with "it's becuz of your fame as a fuck boy" cause I won't believe you
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Pjy_994
Ugh I knew you would ask this. You're so predictable, Im Jaebeom. But I will answer you honestly because I still think you deserve to know the truth even though you're not worthy enough because of all your lies.

Pjy_994
The real reason why I hated you was because I've always seen you as an obstacle or something that could distract me from my achievements. Now, I knew about your fuck-boy-fame thing because everyone talks about it in our neighborhood? But that wasn't it and I kind of realized it just a few weeks ago when I couldn't stop thinking about everything that's happened between us.

Pjy_994
I hated you because I knew I had a secret inside of me that even I didn't fully understand and notice. But now that it kicked in, I can tell you without hesitation or second thoughts that everything you did was a distraction to me. Seeing you talking with someone else that wasn't me. Or catching you walking by yourself in the streets. I couldn't concentrate and I almost lost my job because of this so, instead of liking you from afar, I decided it was better to cover everything up with a stupid excuse: I hate Im Jaebeom so don't even speak about him.

Pjy_994
And, as time passed, I convinced myself that that was the real reason why I hated you. Until a few months ago when you told me who you really were and that's why I was so disappointed: I wanted you to be someone with whom I could talk about everything.

defsoul16
So you basically hate me because you've always had a crush on me?

Geez I feel absolute shit cause I thought you hated me without a damn reason

I'm really sorry Jinyoung

For everything

I destroyed your friendship with Youngjae without even realizing that

And played with you without knowing how much you were hurting because of me

Please, tell me I can fix this somehow

Tell me I still have a chance with you to prove you that it's stupid to throw your feelings away because of your job

Your career is important but please don't be so oblivious about your own heart, of your own feelings
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Pjy_994
Maybe I'm just scared of not being in control of the situation.

defsoul16
Just let the sweet chaos of being in love overwhelm you and quit acting like a control freak
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Pjy_994
You act like a dumbass clown all the time and reading these words which I honestly don't believe you wrote is like wearing a green shirt and pink pants. Or like receiving a punch right on the nose.

defsoul16
Lmaooo what???
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