𝐀𝐖𝐀𝐊𝐄.

epilogue

goodbye

i have finally lost. i reached the point of exhaustion, i can't walk in denial anymore. it was hard, excessively hard to live, it was getting harder to breath in the same room as success when i, myself was a failure. sunny days were rare, happy times were rarer. everyday i fought with myself, with my thoughts. an empty feeling ate me, making me rethink my reality. i really thought i was fine living this way, i really thought that i would be able to stay wide awake, but now i think it's time for me to go to sleep and finally rest in peace.

i wasn't happy with myself and what i had turned out to be, so i'll take my leave. as i leave i'll take with me all my negativity, so, don't miss me cause i was just an extra burden to our team. and finally as i stand on the edge of this scaffolding i reach out my hand and think that when i jump,

i'll finally fly and touch the sky