"I want you here" i text my hands shaking with uncontrolled sobs .My lips quiver my eyes cloud over with tears as the familiar tune floats through the room. "please" I beg to you "it hurts i cant do it alone " tears rush down my face as the ever-growing pain courses through me
"were are you"
I type my address desperate for you to get here. my head falls on my knees as i cry out the pain i feel . My thoughts take over plaguing me with memories of him the punches the hits repeat over and over in front of me his words scarring into my mind. Banging echoes through the desolate house snapping me from my head the deadly thoughts now pushed deep into my sub conscious. Clumsily i turn the keys the door finally swinging open. Lunching into your chest i grab your shirt, salty tears staining the alabaster fabric.
Staring down at my small frame shaking you wrap gentle hands around my thighs careful of the cuts under them, you lift me up shushing me as you climb the stairs to my room. I push myself against you desperate to feel safe. Bending your head you whisper soothing words to me calming my racing heartbeat. placing me on the bed coldness suddenly envelopes me shivering i reach out for you craving your warmth.i crawl over to you gentle straddling you i hug you my arms gripping your back in fear of you leaving .
"Im not leaving dont worry ill stay ad long as you need im not gonna leave i promise"
whimpering tears find there way to my eyes i sniffle as i hug you tighter against me. nuzzling into my neck you place a trail of calming kisses to my jaw my tears drying and cries silence as you talk to me.
" im so so sorry little bear you dont deserve this i love you and i need you i promise you i will never leave you your stuck with me remember"
Your hands slowly trail down my back slowly slideing down towards my waist a moan passes my lips as you kiss me, gripping your hair i tilt my head more letting my submissive side take over as you move to my neck ,delicately you bite down erupting another moan. Smirking you lay us down ,curling into you i cuddle against your chest finally feeling safe in your arms "i love you " i whisper kissing your collar bone as my body relaxes in exhaustion. Kissing me you hold me tighter as we slowly, safely slip into darkness knowing echother will be here tommorrow.
