Just One More

Day 0

"I have a serious question, please answer it honestly" 

"Okay, I will"

"Have you ever cheated on me?"

"No."

"Have you ever talked to any other girls in a flirty way?"

"Yes, si Vance. She's my friend no my childhood friend."

"Ohh and in a flirty way??"

"No, she has a boyfriend so no and No" 

"Then why would you avoid me or cover your phone every time you would chat with her?! Why?"

"No, I don't do that."

"Yes you do, every single time Chris every fucking single time" 

"I mean, okay. I cover it up just cause I don't want you to say that I'm texting some other girls or you getting jealous." 

"But I wouldn't get jealous if there's nothing to be jealous of, Chris you know that I get jealous easily but I know when or who do I get jealous of."

"Okay then you want me to stop talking to her?! or you want me to stop talking to everybody?! if that's what you want then okay I won't, Fuck! Here take my phone read every conversation that we have"

"That's not what I meant and No I would not read that. What I mean is that why would you hide it from me?"

"Bahala ka nga, think what you want to think" 

"I'm sorry, but I have another question......... Do you wanna end this?" 

"Ikaw?"

"Bakit ako? ikaw nga, ikaw ang tinatanong ko"

"No, ayoko muna"

"Why muna?"

"No, I mean ayoko. Ayoko"

"Okay" 

*An hour later in the car*

"Kayla, I've been thinking about it and I think that we should end this relationship. I mean it's not because we would always fight or anything. It's just that I think I can't give you the love and affection that you need and want. I'm not the right guy for you. But if we do this can we still be friends. I love our friendship and I want it to stay like that. I love you."

"Chris why? I thought we were okay? I thought we made up? What is this?" Crying

"I don't know words just flow through me and I said that. I wasn't thinking when I said that. I'm sorry" 

"But still you wouldn't say that if you don't mean it. Chris why? why would you give up on me? Why now? Why? Why? Why? Why?" Crying and sobbing continues

"I'm sorry, I'm not the right guy for you. I'll only hurt you" 

"You told me! you told me to be better to deserve each other! why don't you do that?! Why? Why? Why?!" 

"I'm so sorry Kay" 

"Is this what you wanted? Cause if it is then I'll accept it. I can't force myself to you if you don't want me anymore" 

"No, this is not what I want. I just thought that this will end the suffering and heartbreak. I'm so sorry" 

"Chris, I'll give you this whole day to think about it, kasi ako hindi ko tanggap tong break up na to. But if you want it then I'll accept it."

*Kayla during class 

"Kayla hold it, you're not going to cry. Hold it. Hold it please" Kayla's thoughts 

*Kayla raises her hand

"Sir, May I go to the washroom" 

"Yes you may"

*In the washroom Kayla broke down, she cried her heart out again, she couldn't keep it in. The thought of Chris leaving kills her. But she has to accept whatever the result is. She went back to her classroom. She couldn't stop overthinking about everything but she was able to hold it back. 

*Chris during his class 

"I love her, pero I can't stop thinking na do I deserve her? do I deserve the love that she was giving me?" Chris' thoughts

*Chris wasn't able to focus on his class. He was only thinking about his answer all day. He doesn't want to hurt Kayla but at the same time, he doesn't want her to cry anymore. It was a hard decision for him, but he has to make a decision

* 5 pm at their fave spot they decided to see each other. 

"Here you go, one dark chocolate and strawberry mix ice cream with strawberry, chocolate chips, oreo, marshmallow white, and rainbow marshmallow." Chris handed it to Kayla 

"Thank you" Kayla smile 

*Awkward silence 

"So now what?" Kayla asked 

"I want to finish this ice cream first and savour this moment with you," Chris said 

*In Kayla's mind "Okay so he decided to end it na Kayla, calm down and don't cry, please don't cry, please, please, please"

*After eating they went inside Chris' car

"Kayla I've decided that we should end this, I know that this will hurt you and me but I believe that this is the right decision." Chris started

*Kayla let out her tears that she has been holding 

"No, no, no, no don't cry, pleases no Kayla no please don't cry" Chris comforting Kayla 

"How...ho..how can I stop crying, Is that wha.. wha.. *sobs* what you really wanted? *sobs" 

"Yes," Chris said, crying

"Then...then..*sobs* then don't cry. I accept your decision but can I have one more request?" Kayla asked 

"What is it?"

"Remember what I told you back when I said yes to you?"

"Is it about the one week break up?"

"Yup, can you give me a week to slowly detach myself, my heart, emotionally, physically and mentally from you?" Kayla asked while stopping her tears

"If that's what you want then yes" 

"Okay since its Saturday today tomorrow will be the first day and this coming Saturday is our last day together." 

"Okay."