Lost Love
Lost Love
I keep waiting for you to come back,
Even though you've been gone for years.
I've been slowly turning insomniac,
My living habits becoming austere.
Even though they say you're dead,
I refuse to believe.
I won't allow myself to be misled,
I know you would never leave.
As I drive my friends away,
I feel my life become forlorn and bleak.
I try to believe you're come back someday,
But my optimism has reached its peak.
I'm starting to have questionable thoughts,
About ending my life to ease the pain.
But I know it would matter naught,
Because my soul would still complain.
Even in the wondrous heavens,
I don't want to be there if I'm not with thee.
Living in satan's dark abyss,
Is better than being lonely.
I want you to know that ever since we met,
I knew I wasn't good enough for you,
I've always seen you as an angel,
That flew away from a simple fool.
