The funeral

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I'm crying
Of course I'm crying
Who is there to reach to
My dad ?
No
He ....
He doesn't understand.
He thinks it my fault
It's clear that he neglects me
But I shouldn't be thinking that
I'm 13
A teenager
I need to be there
For her
To show that I wasn't the one
The one who..
wipe those tears away
Your Creg
Creg is an uncommon name
You are one in a million
You got this
Go to her funeral
Make your speech then walk off and hide in the toilets for half an hour whilst my dad try's to find me and starts yelling my name and makes everyone go in a panic and threatens to hit me which he's not done

Yet....

Ok ok
You got this
You wrote it down on a piece of paper
Right
RIGHT
fuck
FUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

Wait

Have I checked my pockets

There it is
Good good

It's sad that my dads not speaking
I thought he would of
But he clearly isn't
Since
Well
He's not here

Does he really resent me that much

Ok
Never mind that
Just get on with this

Ok

The priest has stopped and now it's my go

Okie get the piece of paper out

Ok got it

Now

Read what's on the page

Read it

Creg
Deep breath in
Deep breath out
Ok you got this
Now

Off to a good start

Skip the part about your dad

He's not here you don't need to say that

Did you remember to put in the part about the park

Good good

That's later on



What's that

The paper it's

Damp?

O

I'm crying

Of course I'm crying


Well

We are on to the

To the crash

Don't say it was her fault

Please

Don't say that

Ok

The end

Good good

This part your alowed to cry

But don't actually

Please don't





Ok

Well done

Now time to hide in the bathroom 

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 09, 2020 ⏰

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