I spent
Five years
Telling myself
That I was
Getting better
But now I'm realizing
I'm not better
And I don't think
I can handle this
Anymore
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I spent
Five years
Telling myself
That I was
Getting better
But now I'm realizing
I'm not better
And I don't think
I can handle this
Anymore