Distant Love

'New' Friend(?)

A month after Blue tried to 'Attempt' at his own life, he was able to get pass it with the help of Ink and Dream. But also within that month he made a friend. But not exactly a 'New Friend', as in someone you just met, but as in someone you've already met but bumped into only briefly.

This person was Dust, and..he and Blue talked for a while. A while being a whole day to themselves, but also getting home by 1am since Dust didn't exactly want to stop talking. Blue suggesting they exchange numbers, which they did, as they talked over the phone almost all day. That meaning that Dust was either with some friends and he couldn't talk or some Personal Issues. And so on. This went on for about..2Weeks before they decided to talk in person, but maybe at each other's houses..?

Dust thought it would be too risky, since he and Blue's older brother have a 'slight' history. So he didn't want to attempt it. That and the fact that his house..was..Messy. He never really had time to clean it, meaning he doesn't want to do, they set a day for only them to enjoy. Which they established over the phone in that time. Which..Started and Ended quite well.

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"Yeah but..why did he do that to you? You're his Brother - he should not and should never do that to you!" Dust said, his eye already starting to Glow of a Vibrant Purple. Which Blue had to calm him down..since they were in a small public place. Who shrugged while looking down towards the table.

"I don't know honestly. He just doesn't like spending time with me anymore. Saying that we did the same thing every day..which I too was getting annoyed by but, I stuck with it because those were the only things I could think about. Heh, I'd imagine that the only things that He could think about was either: 'Smoking', spending time with his 'I'm sorry, I had to help someone out Boyfriend's, and doing the 'Dirty Deed' with him, then again, which I would imagine, is on a daily basis - But!, Other then that, I'm over it so-" Blue suddenly spar out, ending it all with a sip of his Sweet Tea.

Dust could only watch and listen as his lips moved, snapping himself out of his thoughts as he tried to focus on something else..which Ultimately ended up being Blue's eyes..and how they sparkled when he brought up a certain topic.

'Geez. We only just met and all I can really focus on is how his lips move, and Now, how his eyes Shine..what else should I focus on, or bring up in this situation?' Dust thought. Looking deep into Blue's eyes as he did, not realizing that he was until Blue flicked his forehead softly, snapping him from his thoughts. Blinking a few times as he rubbed his forehead lightly.

"H-Hehe, welcome back, are you okay? You seemed to have..blacked out there" Blue asked, still trying to figure how and why he suddenly lost Dust's attention for a whole minute. Who could only give a nod as he stretched softly, giving a yawn afterwards. Blue doing the same but standing as he did..Dust being able to get a full view of his body.

And for once in his life..he felt his face heat up as he quickly averted his eyes, looking back at Blue when he sat down. Who then fell worried. Raising a hand as he slightly got out of his chair and rested the palm of his hand onto Dust's forehead through his hood.
"Are you coming down with something? We just now somewhat started talking, hehe" Blue said chuckling. Dust shaking his head quickly, politely removing his hand from him. Blue gave a concerned look before giving a nod, sitting back down and scooting himself up to the table more. Dust unknowingly continued his staring after Blue brought up another topic. His only ever watched how Blue's lips moved, how calm his eyes were, how soft yet bright his smile was. Dust himself thought it was rather..wrong to think of this..since they've only known each other for what has seemed like, less then you would usually know someone.

They bumped into each other one day and..that was that. Blue was the only one who gave an apology, while he only gave a grunt, continuing his slight stomps with Blue slightly scurrying home. And plus..I don't think either of them would qualify this as a Date - they just met so. .why would it be a date if they 'barely' know anything about each other. Dust is willing to tell Blue about him but..he fears that his story would cause Blue feel Creeped Out, Disgusted, and Ashamed of him so..he decided to keep it to himself, slightly averting his eyes down towards the table, softly clutching his Coffee while biting his lip softly, his look softening slowly.

Blue noticed this as he stopped talking, sighing sadly with a low smile, slowly resting a hand on Dust's.

'Would..Would he still accept me if I told him..what I have done in the past? Would he still talk to me - would he want to still get on the phone - would he still want to talk to me at all!? ..I..I simply don't know, but I wouldn't blame him if he didn't accept me. I wouldn't either if I told myself my own History. But..would he still like being around me?'

These questions and many more circles Dust's mind. Only soon realizing that Blue's hand was on his, feeling his face heat up once more, as he made a dumb move without thinking, taking Blue's hand into his own. Who also blushed, giggling softly. Dust felt his Soul skip a beat, thinking if how Cute Blue was..

'I..I-I..Would I still be..his 'Friend' if I told him what and who I am?'