𝙷𝚒𝚖 || Mattia Polibio

•Part Ninteen•

i wake up the next morning and i'm just tired. my body is tired...i felt drained. i stare at the ceiling for the longest time ever. thinking nothing. my mind was blank, so blank.

i have to eat, am i hungry? is that even a question?

i roll out of bed wrapped in my blanket. i walk down the stairs and walk through the living room to the kitchen just to see someone sitting at the island
Mattia
"what are you doing here" i say as i drop my blanket.
"Al, i need to explain" he said turning towards me
"no. i don't want the lies that you have set in your mind." after saying this i realized, i have nothing to say. nothing at all
"they aren't lies, i promise you that" he stands up grabbing my hands
"please let me explain"

we walk over to the couch. i sit and the other end, i don't want to be near him. he was about to speak when Robert pokes his head around the corner and mouthed "oh" and "i'll call you". i smile at him then i stared at the floor waiting to hear the door close

"i want the whole thing" i said with no emotion

"what"

"the whole story Mattia" i say

"we met through tik tok, before you came back. we were just friends at first and that's when you showed up. when we didn't like each other me and her would facetime every day. i started to catch feelings but then there was you." he took a pause
"Allie what good is this doing?" he asked inching closer to me

"keep going" i demand, still staring at the floor

he sighed, "i, i loved you, and you only. i told her and we stopped talking and that's when i asked you. we stared dating. she found out and was upset. we started talking every night and those feelings came back."

"what's her name"

"wha- why?"

"Mattia! answer the question !" i say looking up from the floor

"Cynthia, Cynthia Parker.."

"of course it is.." i got up and walked up the stairs to my room and slammed the door.

i knew Cynthia. i went over to Mattias house once and they we talking on facetime. me and her got along well. we talked for a good hour. Mattia said they were just friends. i believed him. one hundred percent. a knock on my door made me jump.
"Allie. let me in" he said from outside. i walk over and unlock it. i stared at him. i'm...angry so angry

"i was nice to her...i was fucking nice to her ! and you're telling you two have been fucking around this whole time ?! what couldn't i give you ? is it sex mattia ?! is that what it is ?! cause i know damn well i gave you my all, MY ALL POLIBIO" i was pacing. i look at him and his expression was one of a child who just got caught stealing from the candy drawer when told not to touch it.
"oh my-" i say putting my hand over my mouth
"you slept with her"

he slept with her. why would he-

i sit on the bed in disbelief. i had been so dumb. so so dumb. i let myself fall
"get out" i say quietly

"what?"

"i said, get out!" i look up at him

"Nugget please"

"no. there's no more nugget, no more babe, no more Allie and Mattia !" i yell feeling instant regret.

he had tears in his eyes. after a minutes him processing my words he said, "okay" he turned and left. i couldn't hold back the tears.

you did the right thing Allie. you don't need him. you did the right thing
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