Chapter 4~Depression

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Midnight's POV
I woke up to the small of bacon and eggs I then got up from the couch and walked to the kitchen and I saw Aaron cooking shirtless . I blushed when he turned around and I got to see his muscular chest
"Oh good morning Midnight " Aaron said giving me a smile while putting a plate of food infront of me
"Morning" I said in a raspy voice because my throat was dry
"I'll get you something to drink" Aaron said turning back around while pouring me a glass of water
"Thanks oh and can I borrow a shirt" I asked as I sipped some of the water
"Sure I'll go get it now " Aaron said going upstairs while I continued to eat my food.
Right as I finished Aaron came back down stairs and threw the shirt at me I giggle and when to the bathroom. I took off my hoodie to reveal me in my black laced bra I looked at myself in the mirror and realized my boobs were deformed , it felt like I got shot in the head I quickly put on the shirt and took off the skirt showing I had on some jean shorts underneath.i then left the bathroom while putting my clothes in my bag i then hugged Aaron and left as I walked back to my house I kept on wondering if I had anymore deformities so when I arrived home I quickly took off my clothes leave me in my black laced underwear I then see I have a lot of deformities my eyes became watery as I thought that nobody would love me for my defects I then when to my room and put on a baggy long sleeved shirt and baggy joggers  and started looking though my wardrobe look at all the clothes that showed off my defects and that's when I started getting depressed...
TIME SKIP 1 WEEK
I was walk around the neighborhood and I saw Aaron walking my way I got nervous because I was avoiding him all week because I liked him and I didn't want him to see my defects. I was wearing a yellow long sleeved shirt and a black skirt

 I was wearing a yellow long sleeved shirt and a black skirt

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I hand on a long sleeved shirt because I started cutting my wrists so I didn't want anyone to see them

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I hand on a long sleeved shirt because I started cutting my wrists so I didn't want anyone to see them.Aaron then approached me
"Hey Midnight are you ok I noticed that you have been avoiding me this past week" Aaron said a little sad and concerned
" I'm fine I as just going to ikea a lot to find some new furniture that's all" I said while putting on a fake smile,I guessed Aaron noticed because he grabbed me by the wrist Which hurt ALOT and started dragging me to his house. He pulled me inside and when he leg go of my wrist I noticed blood oh no he muss have pulled off some of the scabs Aaron mussed have noticed this and look at me with pure sadness and anger in his eyes I started to feel my eyes getting watery when I staring into his he grabbed me by the waist and hugged me I began to cry while he whispered in my ear
"Why...." he said sadly
"Because I look Awful,disgusting and so much other things" I said bawling my eyes out in his shirt
"No you don't your the most beautiful person I've meet"Aaron say sternly
"How do you know I bet even Aphmau is a millon times better than me"I said still crying
"Midnight I-I love you I've loved you from high school but I was moving to college soon so I didn't want to ruin your studies by have a long distance relationship" Aaron said sadly
I gasped and looked into Aaron's eyes still crying

" he said sadly "Because I look Awful,disgusting and so much other things" I said bawling my eyes out in his shirt"No you don't your the most beautiful person I've meet"Aaron say sternly"How do you know I bet even Aphmau is a millon times better t...

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"How could you love someone whose this pathetic"I said look down
"Who ever said you we pathetic"Aaron said holding my chin to look at him
"I-I-" then Aaron kissed me

I kissed back after 10 seconds of kissing Aaron pulls away and looks at me with soft eyes"Please don't ever cut your self again it hurts me to see you like this"Aaron said softly and hugged me"I p-promise" I said,Aaron then took off my shirt I was...

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I kissed back after 10 seconds of kissing Aaron pulls away and looks at me with soft eyes
"Please don't ever cut your self again it hurts me to see you like this"Aaron said softly and hugged me
"I p-promise" I said,Aaron then took off my shirt I was wearing a white tank top under my shirt so I allowed him To he then went to the bathroom to get a first aid kit so I decided to sit on his couch and wait, he came back with the kit and sat down beside me he used some Hydrogen peroxide and wipes my cuts with it it stinged a lot but I kept the pain to myself he then bandage my arms
"Do you have anymore"Aaron said looking up at me
I looked away as I slowly pulled up my skirt and it showed a bunch of cuts on my thighs Aaron started cleaning them to and he had to lift up my legs to get the bandages all the way around which caused me to blush a lot . Aaron the put back down my leg and kissed my forehead I then pulled back down my skirt and put back on my shirt and hugged him
"I'll be leaving now"I said kissing his cheek
"Y-yeah" Aaron said blushing I giggled and left his house while I was walking I felt someone push me which caused me to fall down I turned Around and saw Aphmau I look at my knee because I felt pain there I look and say I got a cut there
"Owww... What was that for Aph" I asked wanting to know why she pushed me
"You stole Aaron from me that's why" She said as she stood on my leg now which made me scream in pain I then heard a crack from my leg which made me start screaming louder while crying Aphmau started kicking me in my side which which my a scream weird she then stopped and looked at me with pure disgust and ran back to her house I was laying screaming in pain because I couldn't move I just laid there screaming for help
AARONS POV
I started hearing screaming outside I then ran to where I heard the screaming I then saw Midnight there laying in the floor I looked at her and she looked at me crying and whispering something before she passed out

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