Scars • Luke Hemmings (au)

07. Part 1•

OBS! This is written on my phone so it kinda sucks :/

||UNEDITED||

Luke's P.o.v

I didn't know what to do. She had practically palmed me through my jeans and I groaned. She was leaning in, and I groaned in her face.

You're such an idiot Luke! Fucking freak! Can't you do anything right?!

I was stood in front of her bathroom, making myself ready to knock after pacing around our shared room in frustration.

What will I say? What should I even say to her? What if she won't open the door and just ignore me?

What if, what if, what if...

And before I knew it, I had knocked and in from of me she stood. Her arms limp by her sides as she looked up at me through her lashes.

"Uh... U-uh um, Autumn hi."

Hi? Seriously?!

Autumn gave me a wired look.

"Luke, we'll just forget what happened, okay? It was just an human instinct and I just... Misplaced my hand.." She said as she shrugged me of.

But I couldn't just let her leave. So I grabbed her wrist and spun her around. She was pressed up against my chest with my hands holding her tight by her wrists. Her face held a look of shock and confusion.

"Luke, what are yo-"

I cut her off by slamming my lips onto hers while cupping her cheeks in my hands.

A feeling I had never felt before coursed throughout my body at the feeling of her skin against mine. Her lips were still against mine as I tried to get them to mold with mine...

But they didn't. Instead she pushed me off. And I stood there like a total idiot.

I felt my eyes beginning to water and I couldn't stay, I needed to get out. I needed fresh air.

The rooftop. I looked at her one last time and felt tears roll down my cheeks as I said one last thing to her.

"You pushed me off... Now I'm pushing you away."

*
Autumn's P.o.v

"You pushed me off... Now I'm pushing you away."

His words stung, but I just couldn't kiss him back. I don't even know why I just couldn't.

I stood frozen in my spot gazing at the empty space where Luke had stood.

Maybe I shouldn't have pushed him away.. Maybe I should've kissed him back...

My thoughts were rushing and the thought of running after him hit to late. I ran out and came face to... Chest..? With Michael. He had his hand raised, ready to knock. He had a sour look on his face which only meant one thing; he had run into Luke somewhere, somehow.

I knew he was here because of Luke but I tried to take it chill.

"Oh hi, Stop-sign! What ya doing here?" I said and avoided eye contact with the sour boy.

"You know exactly why I'm here, Fall. Why did a sobbing Luke come knocking on my door hiccuping something about a 'kiss and Autumn'?" He sounded rather pissed. You could also see it on the way he held his pale arms securely crosses in front of his chest.

"I dunno." I clearly lied.

"Don't bullshit me right now, I'm so not in the mood." He growled at me as he pushed his way through the opening then slammed the door when he was fully in.

He backed me up against my closet door.

"So tell me; what. happened. with. Lukey?"

"Mike I'm not gonn-" I was cut by a furious Michael.

"JUST TELL ME THE FUCK HAPPENED?!"

"LUKE KISSED ME! Okay? He kissed me but I pulled away!"

Michael had a confused look.

"He kissed you?" He asked and I simply nodded me head. "Are we talking about the same Luke?"

I sure hope so.

***
A/N: I don't even know anymore... This book is fucked up.. :/

So I kinda wrote this is in a haze so it's kinda sloppy written and so on.. It's also written on my phone so stop judging me !

Xx-Karja