Spring Day

Part 4

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️

Mentions of suicide

Strong language

Mentions of self-harm

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"Today is yet another day of classes."

It honestly sucks to admit.. but..

I only go to school for one reason,

And that's to see my friends."

: "My friends.. are honestly.."

"Crazy."

"First, is Namjoon."

"Namjoon is the brain of our group. He's the smartest out of all of us."

"Seokjin is like a mother. He's so funny, too."

"Yoongi is like a grandpa. He sleeps.. a lot."

"Hoseok is our sunshine, the mood maker."

"Jimin is a small mochi."

"Taehyung is the crazy one, haha."

"And finally we have-"

"Oof!"

"Oh! I'm so sorry, Y/n! Are you okay? I didn't hurt you, right?"

Jeon Jungkook, my best friend. Freshman. Usually he's always perky and acts like a tsundere. Today, he's acting strange...

"Kookie, you're not acting like yourself, you okay?"

"What do you mean? I am always like this." He spoke out.

"No- You're not."

"Oh, my apologies, you are." I smiled lightly.

Jungkook smiled.

"Shall we head to class? I think the others are waiting on us."

"Yeah, let's go."

The pair went to the school, and entered the hangout, where the rest of the boys were panicking.

"Where's Yoongi? He's not normally skipping like this.." Said Hoseok

"I went to his house this morning, he wasn't there.."  Namjoon replied

"he won't answer his cell." Jimin added.

'What's going on here?'

"What's going on?" I asked.

"Yoongi is missing!" Said Taehyung.

"What? Well, we have to find him!"

Jin and Jungkook have been awfully quiet.

"Kookie, you've been awfully quiet. Everything's okay?"

Jungkook: "oh, yeah, everything is fine.."

Jin suddenly left the room while you were talking with Jungkook.

"Where's he going?"

"Don't worry about it. We need to worry about Yoongi." Said Namjoon.

We all left the room in a hurry to head to Jin and Yoongi's apartment, just to see if he came back home. I went in first, exploring the house, when I noticed Jin's door slightly open.

"Yoongi?"

Pushing the door open, I stepped inside and scream at what I saw.

"Jin-Seokjin!" I cry.

The boys followed into the room and gasped at the sight of Jin, hanging from a rope, his lifeless body dangling in the air. My eyes started to tear up, my best friend committed suicide.

I suddenly felt two arms wrap around me, holding me tightly.

"I-it's going to be okay.. he's happier now.." Taehyung whispered so only I could hear. I smiled at his kind words, but it didn't bring my sadness away.

A few weeks later, the boys and I were all at his funeral. The church was neatly decorated with flowers of all kinds. The boys and I found a place to sit, and I couldn't help but feel awful for Jin's parents.

'What did they do to deserve this?'

"We are gathered here to remember the life of Kim Seokjin. He took his life young, and so suddenly ."

"But scripture tells us, 'Sorrow not, for you never walk alone.'" The priest finished.

The funeral ended and the boys and I said our last goodbyes to Jin. However, I noticed something on top of the coffin, in Jin's neat handwriting.

A small piece of paper that read; 'Find him.'

Questions ran all throughout my head. Did he really commit suicide? I was going to find out, and bring justice to his family, and myself.

End part Four