The secret that's killing me

How I Feel When My Love is Gone

When I am without her I get so idk theres no good word to properly describe it but I'd have to go with numb and empty because when I'm alone I dont want anything I dont eat I dont drink I barley live I just sleep but when I get that notification that shes sent me something I come alive I see colors I'm happy every word she says I hang on to as if it's the last time I'll ever hear her or when I see her I capture every detail cause she this energy that makes me wanna be better when I hold her I get so excited I wanna just do stuff with her when I touch her I get all tingly when I look into her eyes I feel as if shes the only person holding me to this Earth I love her so much